Agony.
I thought I knew the true meaning of the word.
But then my mind sees you- his lips on yours; his hands touching; his arms holding you.
Then, I redefine agony in my head as my heart dictates what it really is.
I have lost my mind. There is nothing for me now.
Pity- I loathed it but now, it seems like it is all that is what I have left for myself.
He has you and he claims your heart which I should have known all along that it truly belonged to me.
It should belong to me.
It still belongs to me.
Because my heart refuses to give it up.
I am foolish to hope but this agony reminds me that I am indeed a fool.
I let you go when in truth, I should have let go of my past. I should have been stronger against it and not have wasted time fighting what I felt for you.
But, I cannot un
