I'm not ready for this 27

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chapter 27 Alpha Bear pov When i got home i kept smelling this sweet smell of coffee and candy drops you know the sticky candy drops that were small and gewy, that's what i kept smelling, I was looking in the kitchen, and in my office even my room, but i just couldn't find it, i kept going down the hall, I knew Cassie kept telling me she put the girl on the top floor with me, so people would leave her alone, oh no, oh no.no.no. no. no. It can't be. There is no way in h3ll this new girl is my mate, what pack did she come from, Why did she get kicked out, did she do something to get kicked out, s**t. s**t. s**t. sighing, I needed to make sure. I needed to make sure she was the girl I was scenting, I needed to touch something of hers to see what was going on with her. unlocking her door i could smell her scent stronger now, s**t she is my mate, f**k. f**k. f**k. I was not ready for this, I needed to see what was going on with her, I walked over to her clothes that were in the closet, what clothes she did have, she didn't have many, I walked in there looking to see what was the oldest. it looked like a old gray shirt, walking over to it, grabbing it off the hanger, i put it to my nose inhaling her scent, it has been washed, but it still had her scent on it, i closed my eyes inhaling her scent, than her past hit me like a tone of trucks, the picking on her at school, slamming her head to the wall, making her fall getting hurt, the shifting that she was so much in pain for that i wish i was there to help her through it, then the alpha rejecting her, she punched him in the nose, for calling her weak, good he deserved it, he banished her and only gave her ten minutes to get out, i grabbed another shirt, i need to know what she went through to get here, she was at another hotel she seen cams in the bathroom, that mother fucker, im going to kill him, she escaped in the middle of the night, thats how she ended up here, i sprayed down her shirts and than her bedroom, i hung the clothes back up, i didn’t want her to know that i was in here smelling her clothes to see what she went through to get here, that girl has been through so much, I mindlinked Carrie letting her know to get home with the new girl, i will make her offically a member, she asked me what was the hurry, i knew i had to tell her, she is my cousin, she wouldnt stop until i told her, “Because she is my mate. But don't tell her, I needed to be ready for this, I will wear the spray so she couldn't smell my scent, she understood,. because she knew I wanted to be the head of this pack before I found my mate, but I found her before I did. f**k, i had to mindlink my dad, “Dad, where are you?” “I'm actually down the hall, im almost to your office,” that's when the door opened up dad walked in shutting and locking the door behind him. “I already know son, I could tell she would be the one that would be your mate, your mother doesn't know, she's seen the new girl, but that's about it, I had told her not to mess with her, let our son deal with her right now. Now i know you do not want her to know that you are her mate, “But dad, her last ma)te kept it from her. he thought she would never shift. he thought he could keep it from her and he could find a chosen mate, but she shifted, she was only an omega. and the damn girl shifted, how the hell could i hide this from her,” “Easy son, Let her fall in love with you herself, i want you to do the same. then slowly stop spraying the spray on yourself. she needs to know that not all alphas are bad, and that's what she thinks right now, because the last alpha treated her the way he did, Carrie has told me everything, the way the pack treated her was bad, she needs time to trust people and the only one she trust right now is your cousin Carrie,” I knew again my father was right, so i made him a promise as long as he made me a promise, all right, i'll do that, but you have to promise me something. Don't let mom know anything. You know she will figure it out. but i don't want her knowing, she would scare the poor girl to death and than order me to marry her, and i'm not going to be ordered to marry anyone, i want to fall in love because thats what i want dad, i don't want to fall in love because of the mate bond, i want to fall in love because that's how i feel for her,” :I am proud of you son, when is she coming back from work?” :they should be on their way now, so if you don't mind, can you gather the pack so we can make her officially a member. and if you don't mind dad, can you get like three to four months of that spray, i'm not sure how long it would take her to fall in love with me, but so i need as much of it as possible,” he laughed at me, shaking his head, “its already done, it's in your bedroom in the closet so no one would see it, and then figure out what is going on, ill get the pack members to meet us outside, just spray the spray all over your body, that will last for at least you take a shower, than i need you to spray your room at night, so she won't be able to scent you, it's the only way.: i knew this was going to be hard because my wolf was going nuts wanting his mate, he wants to mate and mark her right away so no one would ever hurt her again, I had to calm Rox down, “Listen to me Rox, just do this for me, we need to know if she will love me for me not because of some mate bond okay, i want to fall in love because i love her, not because of the bond, do this for me and i promise you, you can talk to her wolf anytime you want, but you can not, and i mean can not tell her what i am doing, is that understood, if you try even just a little bit, i will block you so fast that you will never talk to her is that understood,” he growled then whimpered at me, yes he was an alpha wolf, but i was more an alpha, sometimes when i get angry he takes control and someone has to tackle me down because i go into blood lust, i want to kill. so i have to be careful how mad I get. He can be very dangerous when I let him out. “Hey cousin, we are home, she wants to shower and get ready before it happens give us thirty minutes so she can do that, just make sure you spray yourself down and make sure to wear that ring the witch gave you a few years back, once you wear it she wont be able to feel the tingles when you touch her,” the link was shut off, s**t i had forgotten about the ring, i hurried to find it., i found it in my desk in the back of it, i put it on thanking my cousin for reminding me, alright, well here we go, shes here, lets just hope Rox doesn't go insane and try and take over, I had to make sure i covered myself with the spray, everyone else could smell my scent but her, this spray only works on mates, I could feel how scared she was. “I want to go to our mate.” Rox was off the chain right now. we could smell her scent, she was so close to us right now, i needed to hop in the shower to take care of myself, when i was done, i got dressed in a dark blue shirt, and blue jeans. put my hair in a man bun and i was done, i made sure i had the cup and the dagger, i needed to use during the ceremony, I walked out of the room just as I heard her door shut, i had to force myself to walk down the hall away from her door, i was fighting Rox all the way, the only way i can hold myself back was to block him from scenting her, when i let him go, hes going to go nuts and i have to be in my room chained up. he is going to go on a rampage. i know this, “Sorry buddy but you gave me no choice, she can not and will not know we are mates, i do not want to scare her off,” i put up a wall in my head, i had to make sure he could not break through, i linked Carrie, “I will need the silver and wolfsbane chains, i had to block Rox from breaking through. You know how he is,” “Are you sure you can handle the ceremony,” “ Yes, we will do the ceremony, hang out for a bit, then i will make an excuse to leave, im thankful that the walls are soundproof because once i let Rox out of the wall he is going to go nuts,” “Alright, she's almost done, so we will be out in a second. Are you already outside,” “Yes, the pack is eager to meet her, some say she's been hiding up in her room like she's scared, they wont hurt her, and i see mom coming to join, so this is going to be fun.” “Yippie, alright, we are coming out. Just make sure Rox doesn't come undone,
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