Its very complicated.. and there are no exact words that can describe the extent of the emotions growing within me. But now, I don't know anymore. Remembering his words just a while ago, brought a great deal of pain in me. And honestly, I don't want to feel this anymore.. Its so painful, like I'm almost dying. As if someone twist, churn and stab my heart mercilessly. And because my mind is in total haze and I didn't look at where I'm going, I accidentally bump to someone making me fall on my ass. ''Watch where your going, you fag!'' A familiar voice sneered at me, but my body trembles when I realized that its Shanna's voice. Suddenly, I felt an excruciating pain on my head when a hand pull my hair, rather forcefully. ''Eh, what's this. Your crying..'' My lower lip quaver, when I saw

