Lia
Today's Friday and I’m at work but I’m done, and about to head home. It’s been four weeks since I’ve been back.
After finding out about Rene and Chris, I wasn’t sure if I was ready to come back since the whole thing had set me back emotionally. I felt like I needed more time and had to force myself to come back, but I'm glad I did. It turned out I needed the distraction. When I’m at home all I think about is Rene and Chris and it stirs up so many emotions; emotions I can’t deal with. I’m trying but it’s hard.
Chris didn’t put any pressure on me to accept Junior or be around him. But I could see what staying away from him was doing to him, and as much as I was hurting, I couldn’t be that selfish. So we had him over last week for the first time.
I get a call from the reception and
