Lia I look at the time again and it’s 12:15 am. I fell asleep around 6 pm and woke up at 10:05 and Chris wasn’t in bed. I wasn’t sure if he came back and was somewhere in the house or not, so I went downstairs to check if all the car keys were there and they weren't all there. I called him, but his phone went straight to voice mail, so I called Sam even though it was obvious he drove himself. I was starting to panic. Sam hadn’t taken him anywhere as I already knew and I called Matt thinking maybe he was over there, but he hadn’t seen him either. It was only when I called Kyle that I was able to find out where he is. He told me they were together and I was finally able to breathe. He’s not in the right state of mind right now and I’m scared of what he might do. Hurting him was the last th

