The weakness is settling in and Kane is not happy about it. It’s been about a year since I’ve lost Abigail now, and even the copious amounts of training to keep it at bay have not sufficed. There are days I’ve had to give control to Kane just to make it but it’s getting dangerous. He’s noticed my hate becoming less and less towards Blair and he refuses to let it go or let me back out.
Abigail wouldn’t have wanted this. She would’ve had my head already, but I am getting too weak to handle him, and he’s losing it. He knows the battle with Blair and Blood Raven is closing in and is looking for all sorts of ways to get an upper hand. For someone who always agreed with my family’s views on not working with outsiders, he sure has gone out of his way to find a few. He has centaurs
