Amber Judge me, criticise me or hate me I don’t bother with it. Panther , my panther has always been a fascination for me since he was there that night. And then after a long time or maybe first time, I found a rude , cold guy I am crushing on. I cursed him and glared at him, was angry at him but never once I hated him. It is amusing now that I realise it. I was as fascinated with him as I was with panther. I was hurt, yes, curious, yes and I wanted like hell to know why he behaved the way he did but I decided I can wait. Because as much painful my nightmares were, his absence was equally antagonizing. It felt like I was being dragged, swept in darkness and he was the tethering point to my soul. But I was going to give him a real hard time because he hid the fact that he was freakin

