Laserian I was at ultimate ease since she forgave me. Truthfully I never thought someone’s anger would bother me. But her behaviour mattered too much, more than I expected. I can’t fathom losing another person who called me Ian. The name really mattered; it was the last thing that was left as a memory from them. And I frankly felt at peace when she said it. And my daily shifts at Liquid Heaven re started, I mean I was fooling myself with staying away to protect her. I was too selfish for this. How could I have missed her reaction towards me, her flustered look, her constant blush, her erratic heartbeat.. Or Maybe I did but I took it a sign of fear as others were around me. But when she said she liked me, now I could clearly see the signs. I had a mischievous side to me that only unfol

