Laserian
I do not know what hell is like but I am pretty sure what I was feeling was pretty close. Leaving her after kissing her was the hardest thing I have done in my life and I have done really tough things before.
I had no idea that she would respond to the kiss but the ardour with which she did surprised me, pleased me and irked me all the same. I had to create distance, I had no idea that my feelings for her were that strong. It was clear that Marc was actually spot on with his judgement and I have been in serious denial.
I was dangerous for her, my feelings were dangerous for her.
But now it was more than clear, I cannot kill Amber. I cannot kill someone that important to me. So all I did was stay away from, I cannot be close to her and avoid what I think and feel.
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