My Undoing

Chapter 5- Lose Me too

Olivia's P.o.v

I have no choice but to take my shirt off and stick it under the hand dryer. I pray no one walks in, I've already had a sh*tty morning I don't need to my coworkers seeing me standing in my coffee stained bra and my stretch marks, not to mention the bruises all over that I can't explain. My shirt is only slightly damp when I hear someone approaching quickly I rush to put my shirt on.

When the door opens two tall legged blondes enter and see me struggling with my shirt, Alexa ... Leo's biggest fan lets out a small giggle as her friend Daphne looks on in amusement.

I give a small polite smile and try to fix my hair in the mirror, Alexa whispers something in Russian and they both let out a booming laugh and give me a disapproving glance and walk out after washing their hands .

I let out a loud huff...."Just make it through the presentation today, then you can pretent to be sick and go home"....

I walk out and feel his eyes on me but can't bare to look in his direction, I head straight to my tiny office and take refuge at my desk... I take a few minutes to compose myself and make sure I have the USB and the files and slowly make my way to the lion's den. I know he's there... waiting. My body immediately stiffens when I see him

"Close the door....." his tone is low but he doesn't look up from the documents he's reading.

"I'm going to give you a minute to explain yourself, then we're gonna see if you're telling the truth".... He finally makes eye contact with me, his hazel eyes make me shift in my stance. I stare in confusion, what is he talking about?

"I'm afraid I don't kn..." But he stands so abruptly that I choke on my words.

"Now Livia, before you try to think of a lie or an excuse I want you to tell me exactly what happened between you and Blake. If you tell me the truth now I promise it won't hurt.... But if you stand here and lie to me ....Oh baby.... I'm gonna make you hurt..."

He walks towards me and I'm frozen. I can't move, I stare at him blankly for a moment then try to find my words.

"Nothing happened, honestly I wasn't looking where I was going I spilled my coffee and he helped ne with my purse"....

I'm now inches from my monster....he puts his hand and wraps it around my throat lightly...."Did he f**king touch you? You were all flushed and rosey when I saw you, You sure nothing happened?...."

It was getting harder to breathe and I shook my head. With his free hand he unbuttons my jeans and I stiffen at his touch and I see the enjoyment in his eyes. His fingers graze the waistband of my underwear and he puts his lips close to my ear and I can smell his cologne. I can taste the cinnamon on his breath.

"Tell me Livia.... do you wanna f**k Owen Blake..." I shake my head no, frantically and he tightens his grip around my neck making it harder and harder for me to breathe....."Are you sure?....A wh*re like you ... probably wouldn't make him work for it.."...

He slides his hand into my underwear and I try to fight him off, but he pushes my hands away and slaps me lightly across my face.

"Tell me you wanna f**k him.. tell me the truth and I'll stop right now...Or do you want me to take you right here?...."

I cry out in protest, and beg him to stop but he just smiles ... "Please Leo ...I don't know what you're talking about. I don't want him just please stop..."

He kisses me hard and I feel two of his fingers at my entrance, I'm wet and my body has betrayed me again. Then without warning he thrust his fingers inside me and I let out a small moan. I bite down on my lip to keep quiet.He smiles at my reaction and i give in.

He kisses me again this time it's different, it's softer less rushed and he slows the pace of his hand. he loosens his grip around my neck and feel a sense of relief. He then lowers my collar and stops for a moment to examine the bruising. He presses his forehead against mine and mumbles something...Looking defeated he lightly kisses my neck,and at first I flinch half expecting him to hurt me. He sees my reaction and shakes his head, this further confuses me.

He gradually picks up the pace and I place my hand on his chest to steady myself. He holds my face close to his and both of us are breathing heavy.

"God ... you're soo f**king beautiful, please Olivia... God let me take you right now..."

I don't know what to say he's never asked permission nor has ever said I'm beautiful before..... I can't say anything I manage to shake my head and he kisses me again softly.. I'm scared at any moment he will shift back to violence...

He slowly kneels down in front of me and I watch with hesitation. He slowly pulls my jeans down and looks for approval and I nod for him to continue. He stands up and helps me to his desk and motions for me to sit on the edge and I comply. He slides my boots and jeans off and I try to cover up.

He shakes his head and takes my face in is hands... "Olivia you don't need to hide from me ..."... he then kneels down leaves a trail of kisses on my inner thigh. I tilt my head back. He then kisses my core and I become extremely wet. He stands up and places a kiss on my cheek,..." Let me have you ..Please Liv.." I nod and undo his pants I begin to stroke his member and he lets out a sharp exhale. He kisses me deeply and slowly enters me. I let out a small gasp and he gives me an approving smile, he puts his hands on my waist and increases the speed.

...."Tell me you love it... God Livia, you feel so f**king good.." I comply and breathlessly say I love it. He smiles and goes deeper inside me. And I become completely undone I can feel myself getting near my orgasm..

" God Olivia .... I'm gonna c*m..." His voice is low and husky and it sends me completely over the edge, I feel my legs start to shake and fight screaming his name at the top of my lungs. I try to cover my face but he prevents me. He kisses me deeply and lets out a rough moan.I feel him c**ming inside me but I don't stop him.He presses his forehead on mine then kisses it.Both our breathing is laboured. We both stare at each other for a moment before he quickly kisses my lips then pulls out. He helps me up and puts his hand on my cheek before releasing me.

He's never made love to me. s*x yes, angry f**cked almost always. But this... This was new he's never been gentle or kind or slow with me. So why now, what was different and would be it like this from now on.... Before I can say anything he hands me my clothes and takes my hand breifly....

..."I don't wanna punish you ... please behave yourself..."

I compose myself before leaving his office... before closing the door behind me I look back. He glaces up from his computer and smirk at me.... I walk out completely confused about what just happened.

I was completely lost in my own thought when I hit something hard I look up and my eyes meet his honey brown stare......