My Undoing

Chapter 16- Go Ask Alice

Leo's P.o.v

We lay there for a moment in complete silence.She feels relaxed and warm as her naked body is pressed against mine.And for first time in a long time I feel calm,almost happy.Only she can make me feel this way, but ai could never tell her.I stroke her hair slowly and see a smile spread slowly on her bruised face, and I hold on to her a little more. She begins to almost pur and I feel myself getting hard.She turns to me and I kiss her forehead softly.

"Leo?.."Her voice is so soft and low, and I can tell she's afraid."Hmm.."She looks up at me with those eyes,those f*cking emerald eyes of hers"Why can't always be like this with me?..Instead of.."She looks down and I know what she is trying to say but can't admit.I take her face in both my hands, and I honestly don't know how to answer her.So I don't.

I can't....So I kiss her, deeply.I wipe her tear.I don't want to hurt her but I need to.I have to.This is all I can give her, even if it's just a day or two.I gently get on top of her and kiss her neck and she let's out a tiny gasp.She runs her fingers through my hair,god her body feels so damn good.I see the faded bruises and I promise her I won't do it again this time.I take her right breast into my mouth and slowly suck and kiss on it, and she moan my name. Trailing kisses down her stomach I see her look of embarrassment so I kiss her lips and gently grab her face and make her sit up and look her in the eye.."Listen to me Olivia, You are so f*cking beautiful.Your body is f*cking beautiful" I insert two fingers inside her causing her to exhale sharply."Everything about you is beautiful,sexy and intoxicating. You understand me?You have nothing to be embarrassed about".I increase the speed never breaking eye contact with her, she's biting her lip trying not to scream.She wraps her arms around me, and I tell her to nod if she understands and she does.She begins to dig her nails into my back and I can tell she's about to orgasm.I kiss her hard, and deep and she screams my name.I can feel her getting close"Look at me Via..Cum for me baby...god you're so f*cking beautiful."

I watch as her eyes widen and she arches her back, she scream my name and god's. Then I feel as she orgasms around my fingers and she becomes completely undone around me. She collapses into me and tries to hide her face.I lift her face and look at her for a moment "You are so f*cking beautiful."I kiss her on the cheek the other then all over her face, and she laughs then she kisses me back.

She looks at me shyly.."Maybe we can do that again?"I laugh and tell I was just getting started and to lie down.Standing over her I admire her full round breast, her curvy tummy, her olive skin her thighs...god her soft thighs.I climb between them and trail kisses between her legs and kiss her freckles. She begins to giggle and I tell her to hold still.I taste her, god why does she taste so good.Like honeydew.She begins to struggle under my tongue tastes her more and more.She grabs a fist full my hair causing me to growl. She sits on her elbows and looks at me "I want you inside me.F*ck me now".

She grabs me by the neck "I wanna taste what you do to me".Her voice is hushed and her eyes are hooded "F*ck Via."She pulls me in for a rough kiss and I push her down. Within moments I'm inside her, our faces close never taking my eyes off her.She wraps her legs around me pulling me in, leaving nothing between us.I feel myself about to climax and she's on the brink, I say her name and it feels good when I do then she says something I'm not prepared for. She was so wrapped up in me in the moment, lost in in herself and me.She moan my name, I could feel her orgasm and she said it.She looked me in the eye, it was almost a whisper "I ..Love..you..god I love you Leo".I reached my climax with her declaration and looked at her for a moment. I wanted to say something.Her eyes searched mine, I stared back at her and tucked her hair behind her ear."What did you say?"

I caresse her cheek never looking away from her. We just stare at each other realizing what had occurred I was about to say something when there was a knock on the door.I tell her to stay I'll get it and I kiss her slowly.She loves me?I can't....we can't..I want..No ..what the ..may..No..she's so..I lov..no..I don't know. I look back at her as I struggle putting on my boxer briefs and head for the door.

"Who is it?" I look through the dirty peep hole and see a couple of delivery men and unlock the door.They make me sign and ask where I want it set up, in my confusion I say in the kitchen. That's when I see them unbox 2 dozen tiger lillies and white roses, they hand me the order slip and leave.I stand there for a moment,she had me completely fooled.I walk into the bed room and she's sitting up in bed with a sheet barely covering her with a stupid smile on her face.I can barely look at her.I start getting dressed.

"Hey..Where are you going?Who was at the door?" I look over my shoulder and scuff at her.She gets out of bed and puts her hand on my arm, but I pull away"You know, you almost got me Olivia.Tell me who did have to f**k to get those flowers out there?Don't try to f*****g deny it you f*****g w***e". She looks at me in confusion and I throw the order form at her, she tries to say something but I lose control and something in me snaps, I slap her and I push her to the ground.

"Via I..I'm.."She's bleeding from her lip, and she starts to sob.I try to comfort her but she flinches ."I didn't f**k anyone.If you had actually read the form, or listened to me you would have seen or heard that they were from my friend Ms.Avery Danvers.A woman. And even if they were from a man you don't have the right to hurt me .Not anymore."

Her eyes can't meet mine.I hate what I did, I try to touch her but she backs away. "Please leave." I try to say something to her but I can't because I hate myself right now.She looks up at me."Please"and her voice just like her stare is completely broken.I stand up and help her up. Before I leave I get her a washcloth for a mouth, I stand at the bedroom doorway afraid to look back at her.Tear stained cheeks dried blood soaked on her bed sheets.I stand there for a moment and exhale sharply.And for once, in a long time I feel uneasy and like I'm almost fighting back tears"I..lo..I'm sorry Olivia I really am.This is the only way I know how to.I L.."I clear my throat,take a deep breath and walk to the front door and before walking out I stop myself. Just go back as*hole..just go back.I love her..Just say it.."I love you". I shut the door and surpress the urge to scream. I stand in the hall until I here her lock the door .What the f**k did I just do?....Fuck ...Via...