ERYNA . Vidalgo knows, And Kaylen knows now about my powers, but I could hardly care about them. I still refused the thought of Zaydem's death, but there were times when even I doubted my resolve. And Ulmar and others only watched me in sympathy, a sympathy from losing my mother, but I knew the real pain and dark hold that dug through me Each day from it. I woke up screaming and calling for him as my heart and body ached in agony, and only herbs and medicine could put me back to sleep. It got so bad that I could hardly take more than a few spoonfuls occasionally. I felt like I was going crazy, hearing my mother mockingly tell me that I was a failure. I failed in love, in becoming Luna, and in my happiness. Everything felt like a spiraling tunnel with no end. Even the moment Kaylen

