Swanage, Dorset, Christmas 2010 Dear Rob, Your words were truly breathtaking but I read them with bittersweet emotions. You made my heart soar and swoop in the same beat, and my breath caught in my throat as I gave a shriek of delight. How I wish that I could have heard you whisper them in my ear, and felt your breath against the side of my face as I then turned to face you and sealed our love with a kiss. My heart is blissfully inflated with happiness, but alas it is a melancholy bliss because I will never actually hear you tell me that you love me. I can see your face and the sexy, askance way you might look at me, as if you are uncertain of my reaction, but your voice is an unknown quantity, and I cannot hear it no matter how hard I try. You must deliver a great deal of emotion in yo

