"I sometimes have the tendencyTo look at you religiously, baby.
This is part of a chorus from the song; Nothing Even Matters, by Lauryn Hill and D'Angelo
Raphael
"Say it!"
I demanded, tears shimmered in her magnificent eyes, one of them traced unheeded down her cheek, I leaned in, wiping it off with my thumb. She stiffened, her body shacking, she looked weary and angry but so was I.
I was angry at her for wanting to walk away from me, for the strange look she had in hers eyes when she looked at me, at my life, but mostly, I was angry at father Josè for triggering a conversation I had tried so hard to avoid until it was necessary.
I wasn't ready to tell her. I was still working out the best way to handle it before it all blew up on my face.
We were so happy this morning. She had lov
