Endless pain

Chapter 10

I lost your touch in the whirlwind of the separate dimensions that you call lost souls. When you feel so alone and your going to fall apart, learn to live and deal with the darkness that lives inside your heart, body and soul. I can promise you that this love is never going to run out just like time. I want you to pull me back from my emotions because there like waves crashing into colours that I can't control. Don't love me I will only cause you pain, you will pay the price of a broken heart if you stay with me. I can't put anyone through any of that so just leave me alone I need to be on my own take my soul away. Erasing me would be better from your memory or like a lyric not there in a song. I don't think of the world as much it's just a world full of lies, truth, betrayal, murder and so much other bullshit. Your words hurt like hell but when I look into your eyes I see a thousand fireflies and I feel so alive but why do I feel so lonely in my deepest mindset. f**k I have to stop staring into space all the time when I'm actually looking at this girl who's looks to be in her mid 20s I guess. She looks like an absolute psycho she is taller then me and her hair is pulled back into a high pony tail which is the simple colour of dark brown. Her clothes look like she ripped them out of a magazine then crawled into her closet now they are magically on her. Her heels are gold and I hope she breaks one so I can see her fall that would be funny. She puts her sunglasses on top of her head "who the f**k are you" she asks in a mean tone. I smile as I roll my eyes "well I'm definitely not a stuck up rich b***h like you, if that's what you mean" she looks at me as if we're about to go to war with each other. I hear someone laugh as I turn to see who it is it's Rory again I can't seem to get rid of this guy. "I see you have met my sister Cassie" I laugh out loud as I possibly can't see the two ever being related at all. "Well Cassie is a b***h no offence but your looks scream fake like your hair and you look like a s**t" Rory steps between us as she steps towards me I would win In a fight for sure tho. Cassie looks at Rory and says "I'm so f*****g glad I don't live here anymore, I have a plane to catch anyways bye losers" I wave as she hops in her fancy looking car. Well I'm happy she's gone I hope she drives into the city where a building can fall on her fake a*s. Talking about leaving I definitely don't have to stay here "I've called myself an Uber to take me home because there's no way I'm staying here with you". I lied but I go on my phone and order one straight away so now it's the truth I don't want anything to do with him. Rory is standing near the steps where his sister was just standing "please we need to talk" he's joking right. My Uber finally arrives and as I open the door I turn and say "just leave me alone Rory" I get In then close the door. When I'm finally at mine I open the door and realised it's already been unlocked, I'm terrified. f**k this s**t the Uber hasn't left yet so I run back to it and ask them to take me back to the place that I had just left. As we pull out and do a u-turn I see two tall man coming out of my apartment building and it's the same guy who murdered that boy, f**k he knows I was there. As I get back to Rory's house I thank the driver, open my door walk up the black marble stairs and ring the doorbell. Rory opens the door for me so I just walk in like I own the place because f**k it why not. Xxx