Endless pain

Chapter 2

As I keep my thoughts to myself, I blow another smoke ring in the air and another as I hold onto the bong and just feel to energetic. As I take another shot, another pill to swallow so I don't feel so empty and hollow, but after being here for awhile Jade suggests we go to a club. As the Uber arrives we all pile In and sing tunes most of the way to the club. When we get to the club I can't remember the name for the life of me because I'm way to screwed up for that. As we walk into the club it's absolutely packed but I can still see the neon flashing lights hanging on the wall, the music is so loudly deafening that I can hardly hear myself think. The bar is so fancy that I'm just about to take in all the fancy details when Jade drags me onto the dance floor. My heartbeat feels like it's out of control beating louder with the rhythm as I sway my hips back and forth. After two hours of dancing and taking photos, smoking cigarettes and laughing about things that we will remember forever. We took a lot of drugs and just had a super fun night then I decided to leave the club. I kiss Jade on the cheek and say goodbye to all of her friends then get into my Uber and I just can't wait to get home already. By the time I get home l, get changed into something more comfortable and when my head hits my pillow I fall asleep straight away. I've been awake for about an hour now as I turn on my Tv and see that the news is on. The headlines read that a girl has been shot outside of the black rose club as a picture of Jade pops up on the tv saying that she's dead. As I realise we must of been at that club last night my scream sounds silent but it's so loud as I collapse to the floor and start crying. it doesn't feel real I can't believe she's really gone and I just saw her a couple of hours ago. A few days had passed as I feel more broken then before as we had to attend her funeral. The ceremony was beautiful it was filled with her family and friends but to be honest I don't remember much as I took a whole bunch of drugs before I had left. I do remember crying and saying a few things about her and staring mostly at the flowers that were placed down the centre of the walkway. As I try and forget about most of the details about that day because she was taken way to soon from us all. It's been about two months sense someone took Jades life and I'm happy they caught her killer that asshole is in prison now. I still live in the same neighbourhood but some things have changed and some things haven't. For example I'm going to some academy now it's nothing special I guess I'll have to wait and see. Xxx