Endless pain

Chapter 3

Same story on a different beat, addiction is like adrenaline the more you want it, you love the rush and the way it makes you feel but sometimes you don't need it at all.

This so called academy that I'm going to it's called safari high academy I mean I already have the high part going on but the rest can go burn in hell. As I walk down the long narrow wide hallway taking in all the boring details well it's not much to look at, the walls are as black as my hair. In the middle of the hallway on the ceiling is a massive wired shaped shiny chandelier, the lockers are a deep shade of forest green. The floors are grey with gold lines in them as their is thousands of people in the hallway, who you just want to kill using your mind I wish that was a real thing but unfortunately it's not. I forgot to mention I live in a town that everybody claims to hate but still nobody ever wants to leave. I'm already sitting down at the back of the room because who would honestly want to sit up the front while there is millions of drugs and coffee in your system. The teacher walks in and I can't help but laugh she looks like she's in her mid 40s and she's tall kind of like the Eiffel Tower with a slight lean on it. Her eyes are a dark miserable grey colour that screams t*****e, her hair is short and bright red it looks like a volcano just erupted on her head. Her rich strong strawberry perfume rolls off her in waves as you can smell it from here, can I shoot her now. As her lips are the colour of a mid life crisis of a dark purple lavender that does not suit her at all. What is with her outfit it's so outdated, he'll how high am I right now, so she writes her name on the bored and it's Miss Wire. I lose it as my uncontrollable laughter fills the silence In the room, then Miss Electric starts speaking "is something funny" I don't even care if I get sent out of class at this point. As I stop my laughter i say with so much confidence I surprise myself "nope it's just my inside joke I made up but I'm pretty sure you don't want to know Wires" some people laugh then the lesson starts. Let's just skip to lunch time already, I was walking and talking to a friend at the same time when I ran into a door. My friend starts laughing as I crouch down on the floor and feel to see how bad it is. It didn't even leave a mark as I start laughing at the whole thing and get up from the floor. I'm starving, as the friend who I had just met ditched so now I know nobody here in the cafeteria. I wait in line like everybody else as some b***h shoves straight past me, what gives her the right to jump the line. As I grab my tray of food I head over to an empty table and place it down then I go confront the b***h that wanted to shove me in line for no reason at all. I walk towards that so called b***h and her so called stuck up friends of boys and girls. I think I could knock them all out if I got the chance as I stand right beside there table. As I take a deep breath in then say "hey blondie, who cut the line, next time you shove me out of the way like you just did. I'm gonna rip out your fake hair extensions and knock you the f**k out got it b***h". I finish what I was saying with a smile on my face as the girl then stands up from where she is sitting. As her baby bright blue eyes stare into my silver, white ones and she's wearing to much makeup for my liking anyways but details don't matter when your as fake as her. She then starts talking as I roll my eyes "excuse me, who the f**k do you think you are telling me what to do and my names not blondie it's" I cut her off as I say "I don't give a f**k what your name is double cross me again and I will knock you out bye loser". As I walk away from their table the whole cafeteria laughs then I sit down and eat my lunch with my headphones in. By the end of the day I just can't wait to get home and have some time alone then I can at least have a smoke and some pills to solve my whole depression thing I've got going on right now. I haven't been feeling the best lately but they always say with time everything gets better let's hope that's true. Xxx