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Chapter 9
ECCLESIATES 12:1 Don't let the excitement of youth cause you to forget your creator, Honor him in your youth before you grow old and say "life is not pleasant anymore."
He droved so fast na akala mo nakikipagkarera kami kay kamatayan I saw how his knuckles getting white as he hold the stiring wheel so tightly he didn't even speak. His eyebrow are knotted his jaw ang clenching and I know he is mad man again. Bigla akong kinabahan ng lumingon siya sa akin with that kind of deadly stare I feel goosebumps. Wala pang ilang sandali pumasok ang sasakyan niya sa isang marangyang Village naglalakihang mga mansion ang nakatayo doon hindi ko tuloy napigilang hindi mapahanga sa ganda ng mga pagkakaagwa nito halatang mayaman ang nakatira. Nagulat ako sa mabilisang galaw niya he opend the car door and carry me with his mad face nakakatakot tuloy tumitig at humawak sa kaniya. He opened the door of the house at dumiresto kami paaakyat sa taas it was a glasswalled house ang ganda sobra pero yung feeling na hindi mo voice out yung appreciation kasi karga ka ni incredible hulk na namumutok ang mukha sa galit mas lalo akong napakapit sa kwelyo niya ng buksan niya ang isang kwarto sa tantiya ko master bedroom iyon at ng buksan nga niya tama ang hinala ko, maganda rin ang loob at hindi nakaligtas sa paningin ko doon ang napakalaking king size na bed niya halos matutop ko ang bibig ng Makita ang larawan naming nung kasal na nakasabit sa dingding sa taas ng king size bed niya. napakapit ako sa kaniya ng sobra akala ko kasi ibabalibag niya ako sa kama halos pumikit nga ako ng pinirmi niya ng mga kamay sa balikat ko at sa mga binti ganon kasi ang mga nababasa ko sa mga pocket books yung tipong pag galit yung bidang lalaki ihahagis niya yung babae tapos papatungan waaaaahhhh.... Pikit na pikit ang mata ko hinihintay ang pagbalibag niya sa akin nag isip pa ako ng 1 to 60 bago ko buksan ang mata ko at marahan niya akong pinatong sa kama nang hindi ako binibitawan nagkatitigan kami.
"whose that guy?" mariin niyang tanong hindi naman nakaligtas sa paningin ko ang paggalawan ng kaniyang panga.
"h-he was my friend" sabi ko ng mahina tinitigan ko ang ekspresyon niya tumaas ang sulok ng labi tila hindi kompormi sa sagot ko.
"friend? Huh?"
"t-totoo naman—"
"a f*****g friend yet a suitor for f*****g five years?!"
"paano mo nalaman yun?" I asked curiously
"tsk! So its true he was courting you!?" mapanuya niya sabi, para namang natamaan ang self confidence ko yung datingan kasi nag papakasabi niya eh parang sa dinamidami ng babae bat ako pa ang niligawan eh compare to others I am nothing.
"yes bakit akala mo ba wala magkakagusto sa akin? tandaan mo Mr. Stalin hindi ka kawalan sa akin you made me marry you out of my rights! Mas gugustuhin ko pang maging matandang dalaga kesa maging asawa mo!"
"then sorry to inform you my baby solly you will be tangled with me forever" he teased demoniously
"you make own me by papers but not in my head nor in my soul at mas lalo na sa heart mas deserving ko pang ibigay kay Richard yun kesa sayo you know how much I hate---" I didn't finish my sentence when he scooped a handful hair of mine as he angled his lips on my lips.
"lets see baby let me change that hate to love" he said as he kiss me deeper and deeper and deeper. Tumigil ang mundo ko ng sirain niya ang top clothes ko.
"Zane!!"
"your hurting me so much baby its f*****g hurt!" he said as he indulged in my two bosom ramdam ko ang malamig niyang dila sa dalawang korona ko sinipsip dinilaan at kinagat kagat niya iyon I feel the pained and pleasure as he alternately do that.
"aahhhhhh..... Z-zane" ungol ko when he even try to sucked both my breast on the same time.
"hmmmm....." sabi niya lang na sarap na sarap sa pagakain sa mga dibdib ko.
"he went back to my lips as his hands cupped my feminity. Naikinapitlag ko.
"I will be the only one who can do this to you understand baby?" he said as he enter one digit in my cave.
"its so f*****g hot inside you baby" he said as he push and pull it in a fast way, I feel dizzy nakakalasing ang ginagawa niya sa akin. nanginig ako ng may lumabas sa akin he went down and lick my flower.
"wag!"
"let me taste it again baby I f*****g miss this" as he swipe all my love juices back and forth he clean me down there as his tounge went in and our na halos ikinabaliw ko ulit. Hinang hina ako ng matapos niyang gawin sa akin and because he is Zane para sa kaniyang umpisa pa lang iyon.
"be ready to your punishment baby" he huskily said. As he flip me back Nagulat ako ng parehas niyang kunin ang kamay ko at ialagay iyon sa likod. I feel his bigfriend touching my butt.
"Z-zane" nginig na boses na ani ko
"yes baby? Feel that..... he misses to enter to you he missed you wet and tighthole"he said at bigla niyang pinasok iyon sa akin pakiramdam ko punong puno ako.
"f**k baby f**k!" he said as he thrust slowy..
"hmmmm...." Tanging ungol lang ang nasagot ko I feel his bigfriend na maslalo pang lumaki ramdam ko pa ang pisngi ng pwet kong inispread niya ng konti to accommodate his big thing..
"ahhhhhhhh..........ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........Zaneeeeeeeeeeee"
"that's it baby moan my name feel my love your f*****g mine.i own you all body soul and heart I f*****g own that! baby I own that mark my word!" he said in between his thrust as he plunged and plunged his thing in me...
"I'm c*****g baby..." he said as he spurts all his juices on my cave and he cares my tummy...
At tulad ng sabi niya punishment he totatlly tie me in bed as he give me his kind of punishment he do me in my bed in the cr in the wall facing it as he banging me behind.in the sofa as I am on top and stradlling him... and he c*m c*m and c*m I lost count basta huli ko lang natandaan when he clean me up and dress me and then he lay me on the bed and I fell asleep.
I woke up feeling sore masama ang pakiramdam ko nilalamig ako feeling ko lamog na lamog yung akin down there. Niyakap ko lang ng mabuti ang kumot para kahit papaano maibasan ang lamig na nanunuot sa akin pinilit ko naman ang sarili na makatulog para kahit papaano maibsan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko.
"f*****g s**t! She is burning so hot pare!" I hear murmur I still feel so grogy ramdam sa boses nito ang pag aalala.
"make it fast please" huli kong rinig na sabi nito. At lumundo ang kama na hinihigaan ko.
"hey baby...." He softly said as I felt his hand on my forehead. Soflty touching it doon ko lang napansin na merong nakapatong na basing bimbo sa noo ko.
"a-ang lamig..." sa malat na boses na ani ko ni hindi ko nga makilala ang boses ko.
"sorry baby I'll keep you warm" and he lay down beside me as he joined me in my blanket and wrap myself inside him.
Can I say much better, I feel much better... this is a wonderful feeling I can't explain. Hinahaplos haplos niya ang ulo ko while humming a song of someday someway of MLTR. Its like a instrumental lullaby song na nakakaantok and for the second time again I fell asleep but this time in his arms.
I woke up alone in bed medyo okay okay na ako akmang tatayo na ako ng mapa ouch ako down there gadddddd...... bat ngayon ko lang to na feel nung una nga wala eh feeling ko tuloy first time kong mawalan ng V card. Nabalik na lang tuloy ako ng upo sa kama sakto namang pumasok siya sa loob dala dala ang isang tray na puno ng pagkain.
"GoodAfternoon my Baby solly late brunch in bed" he said. Maayos niyang pinatong sa harap ko ang mga pagkain hinanda niya nakita ko rin ang ilang tabletas doon na nakalagay sa isang maliit na platito. Napayuko naman ako iniiwasang magkatagpo ang aming mga mata. He lift my chin and touch my forehead and after that a he kiss me in my lips and on my forehead.
"my sinat ka pa baby" he said sa boses na nag aalala
"I ask my friend Froilan to check on you baby... I'm sorry I honestly say I am the one who is said to be blame kaya ka nag kalagnat but I am not sorry for claiming you because in the first place you are mine" he explain in a plain but serious tone.
ILANG ARAW pa ang lumipas hanggang sa maging okay na ang pakiramdam ko it was my third day in his house nakakabagot bukod kasi sa naiiwan ako dito kasama ang katulong wala na akong ginawa kundi matulog kumain manood ng tv magbasa ng libro yun lang at ang damuho may work daw ewan ko kung anong klasaeng work meron siya nakakainis lang hindi ko nga siya pagnandito siya sa bahay I see to it pag dating niya tulog na ako at pag alis niya tulog pa rin ako see ang galing diba pwede ko ng talunin si sleeping beauty sa pagtulog.
At katulad ngayon alas syete pa lang ng gabi kumakain na ako and mamaya maya rin lang matutulog na ako ang damuho kasi umuuwi ng alas otso o alas dyes kaya naman kailangan bilisan kong kumilos para hindi ko siya maka encounter. I was in a middle of eating my food when he came by.
"good evening baby, sa wakas na timingan ko ring makarationg ng hindi ka pa tulog." He said happily. He was just wearing a simple vneck white shirt a colored cream maong pants and a adidas shoes. He is so masculine from head to toe no question to that.
"I have something for you" he said sabay lagay ng isang paper bag nilabas niya doon ang isang blueberry cheesecake halos maglaway ako ng Makita iyon waaahhhhhh one of my favorite yum.. yummy... tumikim naman ako parang kunyari hindi ako interasado kahit ang totoo kain na kain na ako.
"ayaw mo?" he asked teasingly. Ayaw ko nga siyang pansinin eh kaya ayaw kong sumagot. He slowly open the box and pull out the cake gadddddd..... the berries huhuhuhu nagcacarave ako.......... He slice a piece of it akala ko ibibigay niya sa akin but he eat it directly to his mouth you pagkain niya pa eh mouth watering men yung tipong nag iingit na may kasamang pang aakit waahahahaha
"want some baby?"
Umismid ako
"yum ang sarap baby." He said napalunok naman ako ng malalim.
"ang sarap sarap talaga baby heaven!" he said again I can't no longer hold to it tumayo ako akmang mag wawalk out ng hagipin niya ang braso ko paupo sa lap niya.
"sorry na baby bati na tayo, please pansinin mo na ako talk to me please" he said as he wrap his arms on my waist and his head on my nape. He room his hand around caressing my tummy slowly.. until he put his hand down and down until
"stop" I said. I heard his cuckle.
"I will stop if you will talk to me baby" he bargain humarap naman ako sa kaniya.
"ano bang gusto mong pag usapan"
"about Us baby"
"anong US meron ba tayo non? Sa pagkakaalala ko kasi what I have for you is hate" I said frankly.
"can I explain my side baby just listen to me please?"
"No! I won't hindi ako makikinig sayo isa kang malaking paasa alam mo ba yon Zane Stewart I wont trust on you again I won't tama na yung isang beses mo akong paasahin at lokohin I wont do the same mistake again never again I will------"
"I love you Baby, I love you from the very beginning until now my love for you never fades it grows stronger, harder and deeper na hindi na ako makaahon I can't no longer live my life without you .....wasting those five long lonely years for nothing... I just do it because I need to I need to baby... we both need it..... your so young and naïve I want you to grown naturally as what I promised to your parents I will let you go let you grow let you chase your dreams I am so sorry for hurting you..." piyok ang boses niyang sabi.
I feel a 360 degrees turned when he say that face to face that f*****g three letter words I wish to hear from here 4 years ago..... my hands are shaking and my voice is trembling
"H-hindi! Hindi mo ako mahal ang sabihin mo you are just a manipulative jerk! You just played with my feelings na lahat ng pinapakita mo puro kasinungalingan when I fell for you hard wala ka para saluhin ako you left me dumbfounded so how can you make me believe you when in the first place you DISAPPOINT Me you FAILED Me! Now tell me how! Ha? Zane? Sabihin mo paano pa ako magtitiwala sayo!?"
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