You changed me

The other side of you

Three hours later.

Oh there is only fifteen minutes left for my husband to come back, let me go and get the glasses and our favourite red wine quickly before he comes back.

I rushed to the kitchen to kitchen to get the glasses and the red wine.

Okay everything is done now, and let me look at myself in the mirror, so that I can make sure that he is charmed by my look and this sexy red dress I’m wearing right now, it the one that my husband bought it for me the time we were at our honeymoon, so I know that he love it and he gonna be happy to see me wearing it, that I know for sure.

The sound of the car parking outside. And it Ben’s car.

Oh my god he is here. I rushed to the and opens the door.

“Oh hey honey, you really had been missing me”. He kissed me.

“welcome back my love. I kissed him back.

“Baby I have been missing you the whole day at work today and that call I got from you, just made me wanna stop everything and rush too”.

He continue to kiss me all on the neck and his hands all over my body. And that moment I could tell that want us to have s*x, but that was not what I wanted. So I stopped him.

“Really baby?” Trying to push him away.

“Yes my love, please let stop talking and go to our beautiful bedroom Ohk?” He whispered in my ears.

“Okay baby, but we need to have a dinner first because I have prepared your favourite meal today”.

“Oh why baby, we will eat later,for now I need you”.

“Honey, please stop”. I begged him to stop, but he doesn’t wanna listen.

“No!! No!!” He hold me so tight and I got angry and I pushed him away.

“Ben I said stop!”.

Ben is frustrated now because of what Ashley I just did to him.

“What the hell is wrong with you Ashley?!”

He is furious and he give me a monster look.

“There’s nothing wrong with me, I told you to stop and eat first but you didn’t listen to me!”

“And I said I will eat later, isn’t that doesn’t make sense to you?”

“But I have prepared dinner for us , and baby I wanted us to talk with something important”.

I started to beg him.

“Who said I’m hungry?, did I ? “

“Ben I’m sorry”. I started crying. “I didn’t mean to upset you at all, baby please I’m sorry”.

I tried holding his hands and he pushed me to a point her I fall down.

“Just leave me alone, woman “.

He left me on the floor and go upstairs. And I was left there crying on my own. Ben how can he do this to me , his wife , his love of his life, no it can’t be I’m confused actually this really confuse me. Ben has never been like this ever since I’ve known him. We talked about this s*x thing, that I don’t wanna don’t it especially when I’m on my period and he knows that I’m on my periods, he didn’t care at all. It true that people change and today Ben changed. I’m still crying on the floor.

Ben is in the bedroom talking to himself and he still angry about what Ashley just did to him.

What wrong with Ashley, she just so annoying sometimes, she knows that I have been working the whole day, and it had been a long time since we had s*x, and I just can’t deal with her childish anymore. And she must understand that I am a man and I’m not just any man to her, but her husband too and I have all the right to do what I wanna do. But she refusing to have s*x with me. Oh my god!!, like what kind of nonsense is that, who on earth would allowed that no, no , no!!. And I told her that I want a child now, but she said she isn’t ready . I have known her for like 8 years or should I say we have been together for 8 years and three months and she still not ready. She just crazy, and let me go and get some air because I can’t be in a same house as her for now.

Ben take his car keys and put some sneakers on and leather jacket and go downstairs.

I stood up as I hear Ben’s footsteps approaching. I wanted to say I’m sorry but he didn’t answer me. It was more like talking to myself.

“Baby I’m sorry “. Walking toward him. But he push me aside and walks straight to the door.

“Baby where you going, baby stop we need to talk, Ben no stop and listen to me.

I cried running toward him and he just open the and left.

Oh my god what gotten into Ben. Just because I refused to have s*x with him and he decided to be angry at me and left me alone like this. Oh no this can’t be happening. And I wonder where is going at this time and I hope he will be back home soon and we gonna talk about this and fix everything.

I clean the dishes and take the food and put it on the refrigerator and go upstairs to take a shower to prepare to myself to sleep. I checked the time on my phone, Oh it eight now and he still not back I wonder where is he. But let me take a shower and then I will try to call him after that.

I get into the shower and enjoy my shower but I’m is also worried about Ben and wondering where he is. And after I was done taking a shower, I went straight to the their bedroom and took my phone , and tried to calling Ben , but his phone went straight to voicemail.

Hi this is Ben, and I can’t take your call right now so please leave your name and your massage I’ll get back to you .

Oh my gosh, wat wrong with Ben , why his phone is switched off. Oh god maybe he got into any accident. Oh god please protect him.

I started crying and praying for his safety and I am blaming myself now for his disappearance.

Hi this is Ben, and I can’t take your call right now so please leave your name and your massage I’ll get back to you .

Oh hell no Ben please, it twelves o’clock now in the midnight. Baby I’m worried now please come home I miss you and I love you. And please call me when you get this message.

Oh let me call Mike since him and Ben are best friends maybe he can tell me because I’m really worried.

“Hi Mike I’m sorry to call you at this time. It just that I’m worried about Ben, and I was wondering if you have any idea where he might is”

“Hey Ashley, no it no problem you can call at anytime and of course I haven’t seen him the whole day yesterday but why you ask Ben at this time?, “

Mike sounds confused.

“Ashley you need to sleep Ben is okay wherever he is”.

“No it no that , it just that I’m worried about him, because we had some disagreement yesterday and he was so angry and he took his car and left so that why I’m worried”.

I started crying on the phone and Mike started to be worried and tries to calm me down.

“Hey, don’t cry he is okay, all you need to do is to go to sleep okay , I’m sure he is at work or something , but he is okay. Now go to sleep.”

“Okay thank you Mike for your time, I really appreciate it”.

“Anytime Ashley, okay goodnight oh I’m sorry I mean good morning since it already two o’clock in the morning”.

“Morning, bye!”

I hang up. I’m still wondering where Ben might be. He is stressing me out, what king of a man would walk away every time we have a little disagreement and Ben never done this before so I don’t know what wrong him and it two o’clock in the morning now and I haven’t sleep even for a minute and it all because of him. This is not my Ben and I don’t know what wrong with me, is it him or maybe he has find someone. Like I need him here to make me understand cause I feel like he is getting weak I don’t know if he wants a baby, but we talked about that , and we plan to have our baby when we have pass our first wedding anniversary. And I don’t know what wrong him all of the suddenly, he just walk away on me and it been three months since we got married. Oh wow I’m so surprised

But let me sleep because I have waited for enough now, let hope he comes back in one piece, and he knows that I can’t survive without him and that why he’s doing all of this to me.I’m still crying. Let me try to call him again and see if he picks it up or not. If he doesn’t then I’m going to sleep and I will be angry too.

Hi this is Ben, and I can’t take your call right now so please leave your name and your massage I’ll get back to you .

Oh baby please I have been calling hundreds times and I’m still saying sorry, so please get back to me and open your got damn phone.