Rayyan's Pov: My heart was pounding heavily against my chest, and my throat burned hot from holding back tears I felt shaky and weak at the same time furious, Benedict knew how to raise all emotions I tried to keep away "When?" Benedict was still asking I never thought I'd ever visit this topic again; four years ago, I closed this chapter of my life. But this is what I get for allowing myself to stay here with Benedict "Leave!" Regardless, I didn't feel like talking about it, let alone to him "Rayyan, what's this wall for? You left and I'm happy to see you again please let me in" I saw guilt and pain in his eyes Before now I never thought this day would come, I never imagined coming back here let alone Benedict begging for answers, but it's here and I don't know how to handle i

