Melody
When I’m with Alex, he eclipses all of my worries. I think it’s because there’s just so much of him. Chambers tends to be anything and everything. Lover, brother, boyfriend, father, and shelter.
That’s the scary part about him. Nancy raised me to be an independent woman who doesn’t need a man to have a full life, and I always believed that this was something I could do. However, I’ve come to depend on Alex for so many things. I’m not being very fair. Mainly, Alex has become my security blanket.
Don’t get me wrong; I love everything that Alex and I do. He makes me feel so good, and I hope I do the same for him because I know he loves me. But I haven’t been very fair to him.
Every time I have an inappropriate thought about Ben, I attack Alex. And it’s working. I think I’m almost
