Therefore, although he had the ability to buy a house, he didn't want to buy it anymore. However, he was busy with decoration of other people's houses every day.
That night, Shen Mijie went to drink again and drank a lot of wine. He could never forget her. But why was she so cruel and did not look at him at all? Even if she did not look at him again, he could feel her feelings for him. But why was it that they were more strange than strangers now? It really sad him!
Shen Mijie's mind was a little confused now, but there was only one thing in his mind, that was, he didn't want Yang Tao to be Yang Youchang's fiancee. He should take her back. But how could he take her back and let them return to the past? His head was really messy. What should be done should be done. He really liked her, and he was also thinking about her, but why did this happen?
Now if he chased her again, would she be willing to give up choosing him again, the man who had bought the wedding room for her? He was not sure, really not sure. Although he could feel that Yang Tao still liked him, now everyone was no longer a child, and everyone's vision changed a lot. He couldn't use the standard of judgment a few years ago to judge. But he really wanted to get her again!
It seemed to Shen Mijie that he had finally returned home after some drunkenness, and then he fell asleep happily. He was still so happy in his dream with Yang Tao. They were flying kites together. The kite was flying so high that he knew that it could no longer be seen in the clouds in the end. Somehow, the string on his hand suddenly broke. So he and Yang Tao began to look for the kite, and he must find the very high-flying one. Later, he had been looking for it for a long time, but still could not find it. When he turned his head, he did not know where Yang Tao was.
He went to see Yang Tao again, but his feet bled, and he no longer found Yang Tao. She seemed to have evaporated from the world and could no longer be found. After waking up from the dream, Shen Mijie was in a daze for a long time, but the more he was in a daze, the more he missed her. Since she had not married him, it meant that there was still a chance between Shen Mijie and Yang Tao. Wasn't it fought for happiness by himself? He had been wrong with Yang Tao for so long. He could not miss her in the future.
Thinking of this, Shen Mijie secretly decided in his heart. He must get Yang Tao back. After a long time, Shen Mijie finally fell asleep.
The next morning, Yang Tao got up early. She wanted to go to work, and then shift her attention. So she didn't have to be so hard and sad. After thinking of this place, Yang Tao put on her clothes and didn't intend to go to see the house with Yang Youchang anymore. In fact, what was more important was that she didn't want to see Shen Mijie anymore. It was a very painful past, but if she missed Shen Mijie, she would never come back.
Since she couldn't come back, what she could do now was to cherish her happiness. Anyway, Yang Youchang was very kind to her, so she should cherish him.
However, Yang Tao didn't expect that a call from Yang Youchang disrupted all her plans. Yang Youchang said that something urgent had happened to his company today and he needed to deal with it immediately, so he let her meet Shen Mijie alone and talk about decoration of the house. Yang Tao just wanted to refuse, but Yang Youchang said that he was very busy now and would soon hang up the phone. Yang Tao was very sad, but there was nothing she could do. It seemed that she still had to go to see him.
Along the way, Yang Tao walked to her new house in a panic. She thought of many things that had happened recently. The better she used to be, the more sad she must be now. She didn't know why they gradually came to this point. She really couldn't answer. Maybe it was time. Time could make a lot of things disappear gradually. It was a very helpless thing. No one knew, but there was something that could be done.
Although Yang Tao had thought about a lot of things, and she also thought that she should not see Shen Mijie again. But no matter how long the road was, there would be an end. She finally saw him. Shen Mijie stood in the wind in a thin windbreaker, blowing his hair on the forehead as if everything was still as beautiful as it was when they first met. But after all, it was all in the past. Yang Tao calmed down and finally summoned up the courage to go over.
Shen Mijie looked at Yang Tao's expression and was very surprised, but it was nothing. He just took this opportunity to have a good talk with Yang Tao. After so many years, there were indeed a lot of things he wanted to say to her.
"Long time no see," Yang Tao said lightly. She was very painful in her heart, but now she was the owner of the house, so she should be the owner of the house.
Shen Mijie looked at Yang Tao in surprise. After so many years, the first thing she said to him was that they hadn't seen each other for a long time. It was true that they hadn't seen each other for a long time. "Yes, you... are you all right?" Shen Mijie hesitated and finally expressed the doubts in his heart over the years. He had always been worried about her life. Yesterday, they were too unexpected and hurried. He didn't say anything and he had no chance to ask her if she was well.
Hearing Shen Mijie's words, Yang Tao was still absent-minded for a moment, as if she had returned to the past. They separated for a summer vacation and did not see each other again. He was distressed and happy to hug himself in his arms and asked himself if he was well this summer vacation. He asked himself if he missed him, but it was all in the past. When Yang Tao came to her senses, she said with a smile, "I'm about to get married, and I'm Yang Youchang's fiancee. He wanted to marry me and also bought a house. He said that he would be good to me all his life. Do you think I'm good or not?"
###Chapter6,Are You Good?
He ended Shen Mijie's sentence abruptly. He knew that she finally found another person who liked her. But was his heart really painful? It seemed that he could not breathe. The woman he used to like so much had gained another happiness in the twinkling of an eye. Only he was still thinking about the past. He had always been in love. Unfortunately, he could never forget it. Others might have already forgotten it.
After being sad for a while, Shen Mijie laughed at himself and then looked at Yang Tao with such a lingering past in his eyes. He whispered, "Then you must be living a very good life." But he did not live a good life at all. All these years, he had been living a bad life. He had been thinking about her, but whether she had been thinking about him for a long time or not. Perhaps she was too busy dating and was busy with getting together with Yang Youchang. She had already forgotten herself. Perhaps she never thought about thinking about herself in the days after parting.
"How have you been all these years?" Looking at Shen Mijie's painful look, Yang Tao felt a little sorry for him. She knew that her words did hurt him. But he had hurt her in the same way before. In fact, she was not eager to show respect to him, but she did want to know whether he was doing well or not.
Hearing Yang Tao's question, Shen Mijie smiled faintly, as if he was a little tired. Last night, he went to bed very late. This morning, in order to see them, he got up very early, so it was reasonable that he was tired. Shen Mijie laughed at himself and then said, "I am also living well."
After this sentence was finished, it seemed that the two people could no longer find anything to talk about. Both of them kept silent. Even if you didn't speak, I didn't speak. I kept silent and kept going on. At this time, Yang Tao suddenly thought that maybe she and Shen Mijie had always been silent. In this place, they were always by each other's side. It was okay for them to go on like this until they got old. It was a pity that they missed each other. They would never be able to go back. Besides, she couldn't let Yang Youchang, such a kind man.
They didn't know how long they had been silent, but Shen Mijie finally broke the silence. He didn't forget his work. Emotions were about emotions, but work was about work. He couldn't delay the work because of his emotional problems.
"Do you have any ideas about this house?" Shen Mijie said lightly. The first thing he needed to know was what style of the house she liked. Only in this way could the house be renovated.
After listening to this sentence, Yang Tao seemed to say reflexively, "What kind of idea, what can I have?" Yang Tao restrained herself and said in this way. She became more and more excited. Obviously, she misunderstood Shen Mijie's words.
Shen Mijie sighed softly and said, "I mean, what do you think about the decoration of this house? You, ah, you are still so careless as before." After saying this, the two of them seemed to be stunned. Yang Tao used to be so careless. She began to sort out a lot of things before she figured them out. Shen Mijie just called her a fool. That was a very beautiful past.
The two became more and more embarrassed, as if they could no longer speak. There seemed to be some tears in Yang Tao's eyes. She quickly bowed her head and said to Shen Mijie, "I'm a little uncomfortable. You can talk to my fianc* Yang Youchang about the house next time. I'll go first." Yang Tao deliberately said the word "fiancee" very heavily. She was very surprised that she had said so much.
She just felt that her heart was really painful now. If she didn't leave soon, she might not be able to hold on. She really wanted to leave this place as soon as possible and didn't want to see Shen Mijie again. After saying that, Yang Tao turned and left.
Seeing that Yang Tao was about to leave, Shen Mijie felt reluctant. He immediately took Yang Tao's hand and said, "Yang Tao, don't go." "Don't go, don't leave. I really can't leave you anymore. Let us go back to the past. These words have been said thousands of times in Shen Mijie's heart. But now, except saying that don't go, he can't say anything more. It seems that in these years, he has really cut a line between them."
However, there was nothing he could do in the future. He couldn't make up for the few years he missed. Right now, the only thing he could make up for was to get her back into his arms.