VICTORIA WASHINGTON; I can't believe I let myself become this kind of woman—opening my legs to some stranger, a complete psychopath. For the fact I actually felt good when he fingered me was crazy. He did me good and damnit, those eyes were so drawing. I wanted to ride him, to suck on his n*****s and have him spank my ass. Stop it Victoria get a hold on yourself!!!.. Argh!. As I sat there, eating my food, I kept blaming myself over and over again. Each sip of water felt like swallowing stones, heavy and painful. "Miss, is there anything you need?" The maid's voice broke through my thoughts. I shook my head, barely looking up. "No, nothing… Actually, do you ever get to leave this mansion?" I asked, my voice cold as I studied her face. She raised an eyebrow in surprise. "Not at all,

