I should have seen this coming. Jonah didn"t want me. I should have known that. The possession had been twisting his words. His thoughts. His desires. Jonah Rowe under Ares" possession had wanted me. The version of the man I had fallen head over heels for did not.
I stared out over the cliff as I felt a familiar numbness overwhelm me. I was trying to decide if I should jump. I had plenty of reasons. I had a whole lifetime worth of reasons.
I stayed rooted in place. I longed for the darkness, but I was terrified of it. Joey had told me to take it one minute at a time. So I was. One minute, I would step to the edge. The next minute, I would step back and think of Jonah.
I"d told him never to apologize for actions beyond his control. Then, I apologized for not getting him the help he so ob
