A weekend is supposed to be relaxing not as stressful as this. Maybe I was not cut out for this marriage thing and just have to be alone just like before. The thoughts reaccumulate inside my mind.
They tell you pray. They tell you leave everything to God. They say God is over everything and punishes evil. But even when I followed him, I was getting punished and now I do not follow him I still get punished. Makes you wonder if he is even there. They hit you with new lines like faith, perseverance and good deeds but still nothing changes. Why am I getting punished?
I look up at the ceiling since I am inside the house, I cannot say the sky. Exhale deeply opening the refrigerator and place my lunch box inside blindly.
Close it and head back to the office to grab my phone so I can freshen u
