Wait. Not again. Stop it, Raymond. You need to stop it. This is when I realized how close we are. She suddenly shrugged and shifted a little introducing some gap between us. I looked at her and then went back to reading again. I again started to read the whole thing again or moreover pretend to read, just to avoid the awkward silence between us. What was I even trying to do? Soaf is not any other girl. She's different. She won't get attracted by my charms so easily. I tried to resist my feeling of looking at her again and I did that for some time. But then I could control myself anymore. I looked up and find her already facing me. "What?" I asked giving a confused expression. "You are still not getting it. Are you?" she asked in a soft but a bit frustrated tone. "Nope" I replied

