I stretched out and tried to roll over but I was stopped by a alarming muscular arm. My eyes shoot open in a heartbeat.
My eyes are met with a piecing grey gaze and the grey eyes are filled with a flicker of concern for a second before it was replaced by a chilling stare. My body was shaking in what I thought was fear at the time and than he spoke.
"Calm yourself, my little firebird, I mean no harm to you, I will never harm you intentionally." His voice was calm and had a strange allure to it. Efiri raised his right hand to stroke my hair and I freaked out. First my breathing became labored and I felt an extreme urgency to get myself away from Efiri. I believe I am hyperventilating, but I can't calm myself down
I began to thrash in his arms, it looked like everything was moving away from me. I could hear Efiri calling my name faintly and I tried to focus on the sound of his voice. My vision blurred and I relaxed in his arms, I hadn't realised that I had closed them because I was so worked up.
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I opened my eyes and Efiri had moved away from me and looked displeased with me. I just can't keep my eyes on his no matter how much I wanted to right now because I was so scared of his mood. Is he mad? What happened to me?
"I'm sorry, Efiri, I don't know why this has happened. I don't know what that even was..." I trailed off in confusion.
Efiri walked over to my side of the bed and knelt down on the floor next me. "You just had an anxiety attack. How are you feeling now?"
"I feel ok, you probably think I'm crazy..." My bottom lip was trembling and I could feel the tears run down my face. I am scared by the way I want to reach out to him and loose myself in him.
"You need to stop those toxic thoughts from reaching your mind, you are my only one, you're my little firebird and I will never think so low about you." His grey eyes were light up by his burning passion for me and I knew instantly that he would never let me go. I am still unsure of my true feelings for now.
I have never been one to run, but I have no choices left because it feels like he was going to drown me in his love.
Efiri slowly sat down next to me and dragged me onto his lap as if He was scared I would run from him, his breaths were heavy against my nape as breaths in what I hope was my scent. "Efiri, is there anywhere I could have a shower here?"
."Yes, my little firebird, there is. Let me show you." He was smirking as if He had a devilish plan in mind for me. I was carried out of the bedroom and into a hallway, the hallway had three on each side. So there was a total of seven doors that I could see. We went into the first door on the left which was an over the top bathroom with a giant bath and separate shower that was equally as large.
"What is with the bath and shower being so big?" I was in shock about it. Efiri shrugged and said nothing about it. "Ok, thank you for bringing me here, but you can put me down now and get out of here!"
He place me on my feet but made no attempt to leave the bathroom. Efiri just turned away from me as if that would give me enough privacy, I am just so outraged by his actions that I walked past him and out the door and went back into the bedroom. I slumped into the bed as he tried to grab me and this caused him to be confused. " What are you doing? I thought you wanted to shower?"
"I did but you were still there."
"What is the problem with that?" His tone was of pure confusion and his face was scrunched up in confusion too. "In my experience it's normal for couples to do that."
I shook my head and started to explain to him what my problem is. "The problem is that we aren't that type of intermittent yet and I'm struggling to see you that way for now."
His body went rigid and I watched his form changed.