Chapter Twelve
345 Words
The first time I allowed myself to fully trust Noel, was...
The first time I allowed myself to be with Noel, was...
The first time I allowed Noel to see me, was...
The first time I allowed Noel to love me, was...
"good"
There was never any doubt that Noel would be gentle.
There was never any doubt that he wouldn't physically harm me.
But I never expected what actually happened.
Noel trailed soft kisses down my neck.
The sensation it left in its wake was amazing.
My hands, as if with a mind of their own, started making there way under his shirt.
Trailing across his back , the feel of him under my fingertips, coupled with the touch of his lips across my skin was indescribable.
I wasn't aware that the gentle moans were coming from me until it was joined by soft moans from Noel.
It seemed as though my touch had the same effect on him.
Lost in the whirlwind of emotions Noel's touch was igniting throughout my body, it took me a moment to realise that I was completely naked, and so was Noel.
Our bodies were touching, our souls were bare.
There were no longer any barriers between us.
The connection, although seemingly skin deep, had long since eclipsed that.
Noel paused just long enough to ensure that I didn't have any doubts.
It was obvious that he too, didn't want either of us to have any hesitations about this.
We both knew that what we were about to do, would transcend the physical act.
We both knew, that our souls would not be able to commit to this if we both didn't acknowledge the gravity of our bond.
And we both did.
The absolute second that our bodies joined will be forever tattooed on my heart.
It was like an explosion occurred throughout my body.
The point of impact was impossible to miss,
Because it was felt everywhere.
This is what love felt like.
This was good.
I was in love with Noel.
And it was good.
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