I woke up naked in Jacin’s arms. Panic immediately set in as I couldn’t believe that I had slept with him. I really needed it. It would have been better if William was my first. That way I wouldn’t have known what I was missing out when I was with him, but being with Jacin first I knew exactly what I was missing out on. I missed out on it for six years and last night lust won and common sense lost. Last night was everything I needed, but today I know it is everything I shouldn’t have had. We just got back to friends with the potential of being more and we screwed it up by having s*x too early. This is such an awkward situation now. How do we act and what does this mean? Does it mean we are together or was that to relieve both of our tension? I detached my body from his and slowly got out o
