I didn't know what to say to to what he said. 'What if I want you to need me to?' I wasn't ready for that. I don't know how I feel, but I honestly don't feel like I can open my self up to him again. We have way to much history. I don't think we should go there. If something goes wrong then what happens to Delilah. She already loves him so much. If she loses him it would be to much for her. As he pointed out she has been influenced so much already. I need a bit of distance. Which is why I gave him the afternoon with Delilah and I went off on my own. I drove over to Liara's childhood home hoping her parents still lives there. I want to go back to my old life, reach out to my old friends and see if I can build new relationships with them. I need to get back to a normal life. I already got my
