Ethan,
I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend. Maybe if I had gone out a bit more or agreed to do things with you, you might've ended up with me instead of her. I should've gave you your space instead of ambushing you at your car after school.
Please just understand what I wanted to talk to you. I just wanted to fix things make it okay between us. I know I shouldn’t expect much and maybe I'm asking for too much but I just want things to go back to the way they were before.
I'd rather have you as a friend then not have you at all. I'll always want you in my life and I don't care which way I have you just as long as I have you.
I wish you could see me instead of her.
I wish you wanted me instead of her.
Please just notice me.
Love, Rose.
The days had passed without much excitement. In fa
