November 14th
I've decided to take Vanessa's advice. I'm going to start writing my thoughts down, kind of like a journal. I think it may help. Now I just have to figure out where to begin...
I guess I could start with everything that's been happening since the incident in the library. Ethan came to my house later that night but I didn't have the courage to tell him what I heard. I wanted to so badly and every time I got close to bringing it up, I chickened out. Since then, I haven't seen much of Ethan.
I text him and he replies back with short answers and he takes a long time to reply back. All I want is my friend. Is that too much to ask? Is that wrong of me to ask?
It's partly my fault because I don't say anything. I let it go as if it's not an issue. The thing is, I don't really
