"Calm down? Calm down? " I said incredulously to Elder John. "She almost cost me the love of my life and you want me to calm down?" "Yes Luca. You must. You can't let your anger get the best of you. It can be dangerous. You're very powerful. If you release that power in anger there is no telling how many lives will be lost," he said, trying to reason with me. I tried taking some deep breaths. It didn't work. I ran back up the stairs to where Maxine was sleeping. She would be the only one that could calm me. I was hit with her scent and my anger slowly faded. For a minute I forgot Ashley and focused on the angel in front of me. Unfortunately the minute didn't last long. As I watched her I thought of how I almost lost her. She was going to leave me and it was all Ashley's fault. I wo

