It has been three days since my parents and Theo left my pack and, honestly, I feel like I’m just living on edge. I miss Mom and Dad so much, and even though things didn’t get bad until after my parents died in my previous life, I just don’t feel that I can completely trust Alexander right now. Obviously, he is in planning mode right now, figuring out how he is going to get whatever it is he wants to get from me. He must put up a solid front for the time being. I have been lucky in that he hasn’t pushed for s*x. I honestly do not think I would be able to handle that. I know what he is capable of, so even though he isn’t in that frame of mind right now, I still don’t want him anywhere near me, intimately speaking. I have been trying to stay busy with pack business, mostly doing this in my o
