Alexander’s POV
After I first shifted into Jack, I always found it strange when he took over during a shift. I was essentially pushed back in my mind and wasn’t in control anymore. Whatever my grandmother did though, was something totally different. The spell she used didn’t just push me to the back, it took away Jack’s ability to take control. We were both sitting together in the backseat of our mind. It felt like there was another presence there, almost menacing. I thought I was feeling darker when I started really using my magic, but this was an entirely different feeling of darkness.
It feels like I have been in this state for years now. Everything around me was just black. There was no light anymore, no bright colors, nothing to be happy about: only anger. Even though I didn’t want
