Black Mountain Pt. 2

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               I cried, “I should’ve called Xander. He could’ve saved T. Everything would be different. Xander could still love me as me. I’m Melanie McAlister….the family killer. I love him so much, Si. I love him, and he could leave me. Do you think it could be different? Jason could admit I’m our dad’s now that I have Freya…...everything could be different. I wouldn’t cause them any trouble. I just want to be with Xander. Why can’t I ever have anything good? Why do I see that every year? Why me? What did I do? They weren’t supposed to be there! They weren’t. That entire scenario happened so many times….why did they come back that night? Is Jason even safe? They shouldn’t have gotten that close to the pack. Warriors should’ve heard the shots. Why didn’t anyone save them? Why didn’t anyone come for us? They have a traitor. Jason isn’t safe, and I’m on vacation. I’m selfish. I should save him.” Sierra snorted, “Save him again you mean. You've saved Beta Jason’s ass countless times at this point. We will figure out if they have a traitor. You are allowed to take a moment for yourself. Self care is a thing Melanie. You have thought of everyone except yourself for almost seven years. You are not being selfish now, but even if you were…..you deserve it. You’ve lived your life since I met you to save your remaining family members and your Xander. You live for the dead too. You’ve honored your father more than your brother has ever thought of doing. Your dad would be so proud of you. Of the woman you’ve become. Not of all the things you do….but most of them Mel. What you’ve done…..you’ve changed big things. You are amazing.”              I cried, “I don’t feel amazing. I feel like a fraud that Xander will leave behind when he finds out who I am. It’s never going to be enough. This is going to happen every year. What if Xander sees?” Sierra sighed, “There won’t be any hiding it from him when he gets back. You’re drunk and sobbing.” I shook my head, “No, it’s our bubble this week. Tell him it’s part of the bigger explanation.” Sierra sighed. I cried and took my parents' wedding rings out from under my shirt. I always wore them on a chain around my neck. I rubbed them. I looked at her, “I miss them, Si. I want everything to go back to how it was before…..before they let all that happen to me. Jason doesn’t know the truth of it, but why doesn’t he care to find out? He wanted me to be punished? Jason and Peter both. Even grandpa Ben. Why did they do that? It….Peter would never allow a pup to suffer what I did. If I was anyone else he would’ve said it wasn’t my fault. That I’d done nothing. Why did he do this to me? How could Jason let him?” I sobbed in her arms. She tucked my parents' wedding rings back into my shirt.              I felt tingles. I’d been sobbing so loud; I didn’t even hear them pop in. I should’ve splashed water on my face. I couldn’t stop crying though. I was messed up from that night. Xander deserved better. I didn’t even realize Sierra had taken us outside. Xander popped us inside. He rocked me back and forth until finally the darkness welcomed me. A break from my constant string of thoughts. Thankfully, I didn’t dream. I did see a flash of the white wolf before my eyes again. I woke up breathing hard. Arms instantly encased me. Xander whispered in my ear, “Shh….I’ve got you.” I was losing my mind. I turned around and saw his worried eyes. I needed to brush my teeth. He quirked an eyebrow but said nothing as I got up and ran into the bathroom. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I closed the door and quickly chucked my clothes off and grabbed his hoodie off the floor. I walked back out and got into bed. He snapped us food. We ate in bed. He snapped it all away when we were done.              He nuzzled my neck. He asked, “Do you want to talk about it?” I shook my head, “No, but we will.” Xander sighed, “When I get back from my mission or now?” I nodded, “Your mission.” Xander tilted my chin up, “You can tell me anything.” I whispered, “I know. I should’ve…..done things differently.” Xander snorted, “I would prefer you not drink multiple bottles of vodka and cry, but you’re an adult. Those are your choices to make.” I rolled my eyes, “I didn’t mean….I meant back then….I mean...that doesn’t make sense to you. I swear I’ll explain it all one day….even soon. When you get back. Any chance you want to just….meet in the middle of Black Mountain and Black Path and keep living in the bubble?” Xander kissed me. He pulled back, “No. I won’t have you with those Black Path assholes for a moment longer than necessary. In fact, I’d like you to consider staying in the Hackura realm while I’m on my mission.”              He had no idea how much I’d love to. I needed to challenge for Sierra to be able to leave and be with Phil though. Sierra….was good. I wasn’t positive she could beat her dad in a fight though. I absolutely could. I sighed. Xander frowned, “I can tell you want to do that.” I nodded, “I don’t like Black Path Xander. I have been very outspoken and clear about that to anyone who listens. Their Alpha is trash.” Xander raised an eyebrow, “Their Alpha is yours.” I snorted, “That piece of crap without a spine is not my Alpha. It’s a miracle the man can stand. YOU are my Alpha. Not him.” I was going to continue when his lips were on mine.              I groaned into his mouth. I straddled him. Freya snickered, “You can thank a goddess for your werewolf like abilities and your DNA or you would not be able to have sexy time after last night.” I linked her, “Whatever. I feel fine.” Alexander’s tongue slid into my mouth. I moved to straddle him. My hips were moving of their own accord against his Xander laid down and picked me up by my waist. He put me over his face. I blushed. I was quickly moaning as his tongue touched my c**t. I gripped the headboard, gasping. My hips were moving in sync with his tongue. I gently pinched my own n****e and pictured Xander’s mouth there instead. His completely naked body against mine. I came seconds later. Xander popped behind me. His grip on my waist kept me from falling. He moved his hoodie and nipped at my neck. His hand moved down to the bottom of his hoodie that I was wearing. I leaned back against him. His hand went under the hem. He trailed circles on my abs. He whispered, “Is this ok?” I nodded. He pulled me flush against him. His hand went in a straight line up to my breasts. I’d never been happier with my choice not to put a bra on. I was panting by the time I felt his rough hands cup my boob. I whimpered.              Xander groaned, “f**k….your skin is so soft and perfect.” His fingers began to gently tease my n*****s. He growled. His mouth attacked my neck. He kissed up towards my ear and whispered, “I’m going to do to your neck what I want to do to your perky, perfectly round n*****s. Do you understand?” I nodded. Xander spanked me, “Answer me.” I gulped, “I understand.” Xander bit my ear, “Call me your Alpha.” I smiled and bit my lip, “I understand, my Alpha.” He lightly pinched my n****e and flicked his other hand over my c**t. I jumped, but he held me firm against his rock hard body. Xander whispered in my ear, “Close your eyes and picture my mouth on your n****e while I do this.” I closed my eyes, “Yes, my Alpha.” Xander growled lowly in my ear. One hand was flicking my n*****s and rubbing them while the other was rubbing my c**t. Xander was sucking and nipping on my neck. I was picturing that there was no hoodie between us. That his lips were actually on my n****e. I threw my head back onto his chest, ‘Don’t stop….My Alpha please don’t stop.” He growled against my neck and went lower to my marking spot. My legs began to tremble, but he didn't let up. I needed to touch him. I reached my hand around to his leg. I moved my butt away from him and took him in my hand. He nipped harder at my neck.              I gasped and began to pump him with my hand. Xander bit my neck hard I heard him say, “Come for me Lovebug.” I had no idea how he spoke while biting me, but I was past caring. My body instantly obeyed him. I screamed, “XANDER!” I was breathing hard when he eased my hand off him. He commanded me, “Hold onto the headboard Lovebug.” I blindly did what he said. His hands gripped my hips and felt him guide himself to my entrance. He slid into me as if he’d never left. I shuddered from the pleasure of feeling him inside me. He kissed my shoulder through the hoodie. His hand was back inside the front of it and on my breasts. I whimpered. He turned my head and kissed me fiercely as he thrust inside me. I was moaning in his mouth. When we broke apart he grunted, “See how much pleasure I can give you?” I moaned loudly, “Yes, my Alpha.” Xander pinched my n****e harder at the same time he thrusted. God that felt so good. He told me, “You’re mine.” I told him, “Yours. I’ve always been yours.” Mentally I added since I was three years old. I’d known I belonged to him and him alone. His one hand gripped my hip tightly. He growled possessively.              Sierra linked me, “Umm...are you ok?” I linked back, “Fine. SHHH.” Sierra linked back laughing. I blocked her out. Xander’s hands were now both on my hips as he slammed into me. My hand nearly came off the headboard. Xander nipped at my ear, “Hold on tightly, Lovebug.” I gripped the headboard harder. He possessively claimed me. He left marks on my neck. I knew he was. I just didn’t care. It felt so good. My n*****s were practically pulsing with need for his hands to be back on them. As if he could read my mind….or maybe he liked touching them I felt a twist against my n****e. I cried in relief. I’d come more times than I could count. My brain was complete mush. We’d had s*x. On the bed. On the dresser. On the table….Against the shower. Against the wall….the door. I couldn’t stop or get enough of him. He seemed to feel the same way. Freya purred, “We are getting a lot stronger….don’t stop.” I snorted, “Because I seemed like I was going to? Not in the plan, Freya.” Xander threw me onto the bed. He jumped on top of me. I flipped him. He flipped me back. We both laughed as we fell off the bed. We never made it to the ground. Xander popped us back onto the bed. Eventually I pinned him. I slid back on him. I sat back. I moved my hips. He was hitting the perfect spot at this angle.              I whispered, “Touch my Alpha. Please.” Xander’s ridiculously sexy reply was, “Where, my Lovebug.” I smirked and pulled him up to my lips. I kissed him then shoved him back down onto the bed. Xander chuckled. His hand went up his hoodie. He had ridiculously long arms and fingers. I had no complaints about that. He started off rubbing my n****e with slow circles. I panted. He asked, “Do you like that?” I answered, “Yes, My Alpha.” He pinched me lightly. I whimpered, “I like that too.” He put both hands inside my hoodie and worked on both my n*****s. I gripped the back of his legs. I took one hand and began to rub my c**t. Xander growled sexily. I screamed my orgasm. He slipped us in the next second. He bit my ear, “Do you have any idea how sexy you are? f**k…..you’re going to be the death of me.” He slammed into me. I wrapped my legs around him. He slammed back inside me. I raked my nails down his back. This angle was amazing. Xander whispered, “Tell me who you belong to?” I whispered “Yours, My Alpha.” He growled, “And who do I belong to?” I growled, “ME!” He slammed into me. I screamed. He pounded into me over and over. I was building again. Good lord….how many times can a person come? There had to be a limit, didn't there? I needed to put all these in a jar for the night I’d be missing him.              I screamed again. I saw lights this time behind my eyes. I felt feathers hitting my face. I just didn’t care. Xander’s body collapsed onto mine. Somehow our sweaty bodies being like this felt right. I always thought it would be gross, but this was right. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He kissed the side of my head. I asked, “Do male fairies have a concupiscence? I didn’t think they did but...that…” Xander laughed, “No, Lovebug. Male fairies do not have a concupiscence. That’s just what you do to me, and what I do to you. Plenty of mates can’t leave the bedroom after they first meet. In my parents case...only when they have to...still. Which I’m not thinking about.” I sighed, “Do other mates...not your parents...just go nonstop like we just did? I swear….the girls I’ve heard talk about s*x say guys need like...recovery time. Is my v****a and your d**k magic?” Xander laughed heartily. He pulled back and looked into my eyes, “Werewolves are different. Not sure what’s wrong with your pack, but I assure you….I’ll pleasure you as often as I can.” A letter conjured beside me.              I tapped Alexander, “Uhh…I think that’s for you?” Xander looked beside me. He groaned, “My little brother is running the pack while EJ and I are gone.” I snorted, “I guess calling you is overrated?” Xander sighed, “I don’t have my phone with me.” He slowly pulled out of me. I pouted. Xander kissed me, “I’ll be right back there if you want. Just let me see what Wes needs.” I smiled, “Wesley? As in Wesley and Buttercup? That’s just so cute. I love that movie.” Xander smiled, “You know my brother and his mate’s names?” I snorted, “Everyone knows all your names.” He kissed me and opened the letter. He sighed, “My brother needs me.” I sat up and hugged my knees into my chest. I whispered, “Ok.” Xander tilted my chin up, “Get ready. We’re going home.” I gaped, “I can’t...I mean...Black Mountain….That’s…” Xander said, “Only Wesley is there. Everyone else is gone today, it's why he needs me. You can stay in my room, then I’ll show you the gym.” I thought about it. If no one was there…Elise and EJ were on vacation. I knew that. His dad wasn’t there…..He said no one except Wesley was there. I whispered, “Maybe we could see the mountain too?” Excitement began to creep in. I’d always wanted to see Black Mountain’s pack territory. Xander kissed me, “Whatever my Lovebug wants.” He seemed really happy.              Sierra linked me, “We are going to Black Mountain?” I snorted, “I’m staying in Xander’s room…..then seeing the gym.” Sierra laughed, “I’m staying in Phil’s room until the gym. Black Mountain Mel….You and me.” I nearly cried, “It’s so close to home.” Sierra whispered, “It will be our home soon.” I jumped off the bed. Xander smiled, “I need to go talk to Phil. Can you be ready in twenty minutes?” I squeaked, “Yes!” He laughed, “I love that you’re so excited.” I smiled, “I’ve always wanted to see Black Mountain. I’ve heard it’s beautiful.” Xander smiled, “Always, huh?” I flushed, “I mean...everyone knows your territory is where people want to go. That’s a thing...that people know...I’m certain.” Xander kissed me, “I’ll be back.” He snapped me two sandwiches. He winked, “I need to be better at feeding you.” I laughed, “Oh, don’t worry. I get by just fine. Eating at odd times is my jam.” He raised an eyebrow but left. Freya linked, “Eat both sandwiches. I’m starving.” I snorted, “Ok miss don’t stop, I’m getting so much stronger.” Freya sighed contentedly, “I’m not at full strength. I honestly don't know how long it will take.” I told her, “We will get you there.” Freya laughed, “Oh I know. One day wolves will without a doubt sense our presence. You and me both.” I linked, “Sure.” Wolves could always sense other wolves without really trying. They must have to try to reach Freya right now.              I jumped into the shower. I linked Sierra, “What the hell do I wear to black mountain?!” Sierra linked back, “Something casual. Like you aren’t trying too hard.” Not helpful. I ended up picking a white tight turtleneck with metallic jeans and knee high black boots. I curled my hair loosely and threw on my red lipstick. I ran downstairs. Xander looked up when he saw me. He smiled and kissed me. He pulled back, “You look stunning. I’ll be back.” He popped away. I asked Phil, “Where did he go?” Phil smiled, “To shower. I’ll just bet….it’s a record fast shower. That is a powerful smell, not even a shower can hide that, little Luna bestie of mine.” I frowned, “What smell? I’ve always smelled like strawberries.” Phil laughed, “You’re so….cute.” I frowned. Sierra came in. She smiled, “He means you smell like you and your Xander. Well...and sex.” I blushed. Xander popped beside me. I had to gulp. His hair was wet. He looked so sexy. I inhaled. He smelled like me too. He kissed my forehead and said, “You smell amazing. Sierra smells the same except she smells like Phil, not me.” Sierra smirked. Phil did too.              Phil opened a portal. Xander grabbed my hand and popped me into what must be his room. I gaped, “This is your room?” It was more like an apartment. He smiled, “It’s our room. You can change anything you want.” I ran over to the window. I whispered, “The mountain.” The territory was amazing. There were people randomly throughout the pack. Everyone seemed so happy here. I spotted a family, and I couldn’t help but smile. I’d sent them here. I knew they’d shine. I caught the faintest glimpse of Paisley. I couldn’t help but get choked up. I really liked Paisley. It’s why I helped her get out. She’d always been kind to me no matter what. Xander pressed himself against me and lightly drew circles on my hip. He whispered, “What do you think?” I told him, “It’s beautiful.” He kissed my forehead and whispered, “I need to go see Wes before I take you right here.” I laughed, “Later?” Xander chuckled, “We might not leave then.” We had to leave before Elise and EJ came home. Xander said, “Help yourself to anything here.” He kissed me then popped away.              I walked around the room. I picked up a picture of him, EJ, and Elise. It was taken at her Luna Ceremony. My heart clinched and I moved on. There were dozens of pictures of the family all over. Several of him, EJ, Elise, Cassie, and Cayden. I couldn’t help but wish I’d be in these pictures with them now that we’d found each other. I turned and another picture caught my eye. My heart stopped. Jason. I ran over and picked it up. He looked so happy. Both Xander and Jason did. They were laughing at something. I found the more recent pictures of Xander and Jason. I frowned. Jason looked tired. Was something worrying him? I’d have to help my brother. I walked over to the bookshelf. I tilted my head. There was the regular bookshelf then a second one almost hidden by the first. I squealed when I saw what was on the almost hidden one. The Thoroughbred books. I’d missed my copies. I’d gotten a library pass, but it wasn’t the same as the full collection I owned at home. I plucked A Home for Melanie off the shelf. I studied the bookshelf. Xander had every single book in the series. Just like I did. I smiled. He wasn’t kidding when he said he liked these books.              I laid down on his bed and started to read. I was deep into it when he popped back into the room. He looked at the book in my hands. He asked, “How did you find that? Did I leave it out?” I laughed, “No...Your secret bookshelf behind the other bookshelf is crafty, but if you look closely...you can see the books behind it.” I got up and put his book back. Xander was looking at me strangely. I asked, “Did you and Wesley get everything sorted?” Xander nodded, “Yes, he wants to meet you.” I frowned, “How does he know that I’m here?” Xander laughed, “Not unlike you smell like me….I smell like you.” I blushed, “Oh.” Xander walked over and kissed me, “Yes, oh. He will meet us in the gym. He was just going to grab Buttercup. Phil just walked in with Sierra to show her the gym. We should go before he needles me about timelines again.” Sierra linked me, “Serious b***h alert.” I frowned. Alexander popped us into the gym. He instantly stiffened. Sierra snorted and spoke, “You being Claire means nothing to me.” Alexander growled, “What is she doing here?” I turned to see a beautiful blonde girl skip over to us. She didn’t even look at me.              Freya linked, “I WILL TEAR HER TO PIECES!” I linked back, “I’ve got this.” I studied her. She touched Alexander’s arm. Before I even processed what I was doing. I had her arm behind her back. She screeched in pain. Phil howled, “OH MY GOD YES! I love her, Alexander...so much. My bestie is the bestest!” Claire’s friends growled at me, “Let her go.” I ignored them. I told Claire, “Touch him again….and you won’t have an arm. Are we clear?” She whimpered. I let her go. She frowned, “I’m going to be his chosen Luna! You can’t talk to me that way.” Hurt, astonishment, and anguish hit me. Xander snarled, “NO YOU WON’T!” The entire gym stopped. Not that many people were here, but everyone that was froze. All of them were looking at me then to Xander. Phil snorted, “So very dumb Claire. So dumb.” Oden took over, “You wretched disgusting creature! You forced your lips on mine ONCE! I will NEVER take a chosen Luna. You are not my mate; I don't want you!” My heart settled. Sierra linked me, “Phil said she’s just an Alexander wannabe. Like Trevor is your wannabe….but he’s so much worse.” I linked back, “I can do something about this one though.” Sierra smiled, “Oh boy.” I touched Xander’s back, “It’s ok Oden.” Oden whirled around and hugged me. He smelled me. I could feel him calming down.               I heard someone go, “Uhh Alexander? What the hell?” I looked under Xander’s arm. I knew everyone in the group that just came in. It was Wesley, Buttercup, and her dad….Former Beta Dylan. Who looked positively entertained. He eyed me until I hid back into Xander’s chest. Not before I saw him throw popcorn in his mouth. Xander pulled back and turned around, “Wes, what the f**k is Claire doing here?” Wesley frowned, “Her friend found her mate in our pack. She was supposed to be visiting her.” I quickly sized up Claire and her friends. There were about fifteen of them, sixteen counting Claire herself. She was clearly the queen bee. All were giving me death glares. I didn’t even bother to glare at them. I remained impassive. My lips twitched at the sound of popcorn. Claire sneered, “I didn’t get your name.” She looked at me. I raised an eyebrow, “Because I didn’t give it to you. I took your hands off what’s not yours. There wasn’t really much chit chat prior to your pretentious bitchy self announcing you were going to be someone’s chosen Luna.” Wesley gaped, “She didn’t….oh god. Alexander...I’m sorry….she wasn't supposed to be in the gym.”          Claire said, “Of course I came to the gym. We heard Alexander was here. He’s always in the gym if he’s here.” I growled, “ALPHA.” She looked at me in shock. I told her, “You can call him Alpha or I’ll lay you out on the floor.” Everyone was silent. I heard a few snickers from the warriors in the room. Claire snorted, “Who are you? I’m a warrior's daughter. You can’t hurt me.” I laughed, “Didn’t I already do that? I swear I did. Samantha you did see that right?” Phil said, “Oh, I did.” Former Beta Dylan sighed, “Sadly….I missed it. I’m not used to being on the wrong side of a situation. This MUST be remedied immediately.” Claire growled, “I wasn’t ready.” I smirked, “You should always be ready. Being unaware of a threat in front of your face is a callous mistake on your part.” Claire turned red, “Who would say that? That’s just stupid.” Phil snorted, “Alexander has said that. Word for word….in one of his training videos.” Claire blushed. Xander put his hand on my back. 
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