Manon
I sit the phone down, exhausted. Why does he do this to me? Break my heart the way he does? Why haven't I learned my lesson?
This hatred I feel for him...I know better. It's just a ploy. I just...want to be near him. If I try to kill him to do it, I will.
I wish I never loved him. I wish I could forget it. Forget him. I need something to take him out if mind, cut him out if my heart.
If I could, I don't care how much I bleed, I'd take it. I would. I would do anything to just...forget him.
I'm sick of loving him. Of hating him. Of living without him.
I hate everything about him. But it doesn't make me love him any less.
“Y'know my brother tells me I loved a man once,” Akane says softly. I don't jump anymore.
I'm used to her popping up now.
“Used to? He tells?” Is she...is she
