Manon
I hold the small pink capsule in my hand. She had one. Akane. She offered it to me for free. Saying my happiness is enough.
I roll it around in my palm. Feeling the weightlessness of it. But this little pill supposedly, could end my pain.
Rid my heart if Niccoló forever. So what do I do. It could just be a joke. A trick. Or it could be real.
Get rid of the pain in my chest, I grip it, my chest tightly. There is so much pain. I don't know what to do with it.
I thought I could get revenge but...
But somehow, just the thought makes me even emptier.
Suppose I do? Then my love will be dead. I will have killed the love of my life.
But suppose I forget him. I'll be the woman I was before me. Who wasn't truly a woman. She was a naive little girl. Inexperienced. Is it natural? To have
