Love hurts so good

Chapter 5

Collen pov

As I get out of my blue Camaro SS, I see Jake which is about 6.1 tall, short blond hair and well built and Henk which is 5, 9ft shaggy black hair coming towards me. "Hi Collen, you didn't answer your phone" he says coming and doing a bro shake. "I had to wait for my parents, you know the same old speech as always," we are going on a business trip and to please not to break the house down" do you know what that means party at my house" I say with a grin.

We head towards the school, I see this old car which I haven't seen here before, stop and this beautiful girl gets out I hear a little what she says" bye Mom, see you tonight" "earth to Collen, how late tonight?" Jake gets me out of my thoughts. I push the girl out of my mind.

We get to class, " I have to go to the office" I lie. I need to see this girl close up. I walk to the office and smell this different smell something like wild flowers and then her eyes meet mine. Beautiful blue eyes, feels like the sea is swallowing me whole, natural blond hair, small nose, big pink lips, how I would like to kiss those beautiful pink lips. Slender body with curves all in the right places. "Hi, I'm new here" she shyly says. I just walk past her not breaking eye contact until I turn to speak to Miss. Penny. I feel her eyes on me the whole time, as I turn to walk " Collen, please will you take Miss Greene with you, she has homeroom with you."

I just look at her, and walk past her " are you coming I ask her not waiting for her to answer me.

" I'm alison by the way" she says, I ignore her not really want to get to know her " o my we got some silent treatment going on here, so mature hey" She said sarcastically. I stop right there I feel my anger boiling out of me, who do you think you are I think to myself. She takes a step back, and I grab her and push her up against the wall before she can turn around and run away. I lean closer and whisper in her ear" I don't talk to anyone, even if they are as pretty as you. I have my friends, you are? What a nobody. Just stay out of my way" and I let her go. O s**t what have I done, I just walk to class in silence.

We reach Miss. Miller's class. " so nice of you to join us Mr. Messer" I go to the back of the class and take my seat next to Jake and Henk. "Dude, what's wrong? What happened?" Jake asked suspiciously. "Nothing, just leave it" I say a little harsher then I meant to.

I brush Alison out of my head and just continue as normal. We reach English lit and I smell that wild flower smell, I see her, I just walk to my desk ignoring her and talk to my boys.

After school I see Alison walking home alone, I get in my car and follow her slowly, after a little she slows down at a house, unlocks the door and goes in. I wait and revved my car, then I see her in her bedroom window with that I speed off. What am I doing, why did I follow her its best to keep my distance. The party is exactly what I need, maybe Britney and I can hookup and that will make me forget about her.

The people start arriving at my house, music playing, people drinking and smoking. Some are grinding and dance. I go to get a drink, when I feel an arm seductively moving up my shoulder. " What do you want Britney?" I was really not in the mood for this B*tch tonight. "I thought, we could go to your room and make our own little fun" she nibbles my ear. "No f*ck-off, Britney get off me, go get someone else" I just pushed her off and walked away.

I go to a corner with my drink just watching as my mind wonders over to that girl, how could I get stuck on her, she is just another girl a toy, Why I'm I think of her?.

As I walk through the crowd, I instantly recognized the blond hair, she looked so gorgeous in that tight fitting dress, but who is that guy she is dancing with. I can see he is touching her and whispering in her ear, I can't make out what he is saying but it's enough to make me lose it, I just walk up to them and grip him by the back of his collar and just lifted my fist and punched him. I see the fear in her eyes as she looks me in the eyes, I feel my heart rip, but I don't care I hit him again and then the guy gets up and I feel a punch and the fight is on. My boys came and pulled me off of him, I rip out of their grips and see that she is running to the other guy and runs right past me. That hurts to see her do that. I wipe the blood off and walk outside.

What's wrong with me, I get into fistfights all the time but never about a girl, what's happening to me, I just couldn't take that guy all over her , whispering in her ear.

I take a few deep breath, trying to calm this rage inside of me. "What's your problem?" I felt the softest touching hands grab my arm. Turn to look and it her, she looks so confused and sad. " you, you are my problem, What are you doing dancing with a other guy? I asked very aggressively." It has nothing to do with you, with who I dance or what I do" she says so matter-of-factly, she turned to go back to the party. I just can't keep my rage at bay.

I grab her wrist so hard, it felt like I will rip it out of her socket. " Get off of me" she is struggling to get her arm out of my tight grip, " You are nothing, a nobody and no one will ever want you" I said with so much venom it hurt me to say it. I'm someone" she screamed at me, on the verge of crying. " You were someone, when you were at your old school, here you are no one. Lisa just feels sorry for you". I say to her in a very hard and harsh tone. As she leaves I hit my fist into the wall, I can feel the blood oozing out of my knuckles, but I just could not care I need to follow her.

I follow her, into the party, to find that she is talking to Lisa. They are about to leave the party. I follow her with my eyes all the way to the door and she gives me one more look and it makes my legs weak and with that she is out the door. I regain my strength in my legs and run up stairs to my room, I throw everything around, glass is flying everywhere, everything is broken and I had cut my hand badly. Why did I do that, why did I say those things to her?. I just sit on my bedroom floor between all the chaos I just caused, with the same question "why this girl? "

I go to the medicine cabinet and get the first aid kit, to dress my hand. I go down and the party is in full swing bodies spilling over each other , others past out from to much drinking. I go outside and sit next to the pool to get some fresh air after a hour the party is starting to die down and people are leaving, as I go through the house and see Al the bodies littered everywhere " this is tomorrows problem I'm going to bed I think to myself" as I reach my room I pull my shirt off and throw my shoes off and fall on my bed, I grab my phone just a message of warning to the girl, messaged sent. I fall asleep with Alison on my mind but why her, what makes her different?