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We had a few great dates that week when Cameron was off work. I took him to see the new Star Wars movie. I did not really care for Star Wars myself. But I knew guys loved it. Of course, Cameron fell in love with it.
We saw it twice in one week. Plus, we rented the older Star War movies to catch him up. Not that I minded snuggling up with Cameron while he watched geeky guy movies it was so nice to have someone to snuggle with at night time.
Cameron and I shared everything together. He did not have a back ground to really tell me much on himself. He loved to hear stories about me. And see photos of my past. We would laugh and pour through every little picture.
And every little detail. He really paid attention to me. He made me feel like I was the only girl in the world. He made me feel so special. I knew each day we shared together I could not wait to wake up and share another day with him. And by the end of each day I was longing for our day to end so I could fall asleep in Cam's arms.
Perfect way to end a perfect day. He even had a way of making the bad days seem good. Something about him brought my life inner joy that I never knew before. He made me feel so joyful. So happy with myself. He made me feel complete. I had a closeness with Jan of course. But nothing like this.
I did not share everything about myself to her. Not like I was with Cam. He wanted to know. I was ready to give myself to Cam. Really give. I had made love once before. It had not been the greatest experience of my life. It was not earth shattering or anything that the romance books made them out to be. I wanted Cameron to make love to me.
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He had not really been even trying to make the moves on me. He was waiting for me. I knew I was going to have to show him that I was ready to take the next steps in this relationship. And that he was what I wanted. God, I never wanted anything more than I wanted Cam.
He made my body literally ache inside for him. He had me begging for more and more each time we grew closer. I craved Cameron. If that was possible. I craved his body and his soul. To be close to him.
I was making Cameron a nice dinner before he got home from work. I was nervous to bring up love making to Cam. How to bring that up to a guy? Normally the men made the moves on you. They were hound dogs at times.
Cam was a gentleman. At all times. I loved that about him. But I was ready for more. Much more. I take a deep breath. I light some candles on the table I set up. Then the oven beeped letting me know dinner was done. I take the casserole out of the oven. It was a little on the crispy side. But it would do.
I set it on the table. Then Cameron comes in from work. He has a sexy grin plastered on his face when he comes in. I feel my cheeks smiling right back at him.
He comes to my side. He takes me into his embrace. And he kisses me like a gentlemen would in those old-fashioned movies I loved. My arms steal around his neck. Butterflies scatter inside of me. Knowing what I wanted to bring up to Cam.
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"Hey baby, how was work?" I ask him softly after the kiss was over.
"Busy. Very busy. I kept counting down the hours until I would see you again" he tells me with a happy grin.
I grin back. "I made you dinner" I tell him. "It is a little burnt. I am so sorry. I tried" I laugh. "We can order pizza?" I offer. He shakes his head as he peers down to look at my burnt mess called dinner. He smiles at me.
"Naw, it looks great babe" he lies. He pulls me back in his embrace. He kisses me. "this is what I have been thinking about all damn day" he says softly after the kiss. Then he kisses me again. My head spins.
"Mmm!" I say softly. "It is huh?" I tease him playfully.
"I love you. I thought about you today after you got off before me" he tells me. He touches my cheek with his hand. "I always miss you when I am away from you"
"Same" I admit with a shy smile.
"Babe?" he asks me.
"Yes Cam?" I ask as my cheeks blush a rosy red now. Shyness was trying to take over my body.
"Why are you being so shy around me? We cuddle every night now. I wake you each morning with a kiss. So why are you blushing like I just kissed you for the first time?" he wonders. "Not that I do not enjoy it" he teases me.
"I have something to tell you is all. We can eat dinner first" I offer.
I go to wander to the table to get him something to drink. He stops me. He grabs my hand. Then pulls me back into his arms. He holds me close. He always was able to read my emotions. He knew me so very well. And I knew him to.
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"Baby tell me what is going on. I can tell there is something on your mind beauty" he says softly to me. He kisses me. "Tell me" he begs after the kiss.
"Fine" I sigh. "I am ready" I state.
"Huh?" he laughs.
"Make love to me Cam" I beg him in my most serious tone of voice. "We do not know how much time we have together. Make love to me Cam" I beg him.
He looks stunned by my request to him. He looks into my eyes.
"You are serious?" he asks me softly. I nod.
"Very, very serious. I know I was nervous before about getting closer to you. I am not any longer Cam. I want to be with you. Body, mind, spirit" I say softly.
"That is why you are being my shy girl" he says with a chuckle.
"Never mind!" I say feeling dumb. He had not said he wanted to.
My cheeks flare up a heat of embarrassment to my actions. He grabs my hand as I try to leave his side. He holds me close. His hands on my hips.
"Baby I never said no. I would love to make love to you" he offers. "You are really ready? Are you sure this is what you want?" he wants to know. I nod.
"I do" I say to him.
"I never wanted anything more" he promises me.
He kisses me. "I love you. I want to make love to you" he declares. "I am damn lucky you want me"
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He leads me to the bedroom. Our bed. He lays me gently down on the bed. He helps me lift my shirt off over my head. He takes his shirt off as his legs straddle over me.
He grins as he takes his shirt off. The shirt is tossed to the floor. Our eyes never leaving each other. I lift up to take my bra off. He helps take the straps off. One by one. He kisses me as he does.
A soft moan escapes my lips as his lips move from mine to my body. Fire flames between the two of us. Feeling his flesh warm on mine. His fingers explored every angle they could. He was as ready as I was.
Or had been this whole time! His hand grasps my right breast in the palm of his hand. He gently squeezes it lightly. Like a shy school boy. I knew Cam was a virgin. I was thrilled to be his first love. His other hand was in my long hair then went down to my neck. I buck my body up feeling his touch on my flesh. Faster we went. Heading into this together.
This next chapter in our lives.
I feel his lips moving along my neck. Then down to the middle mound of my between my breasts. I suck in my breath waiting his next move for us. For me. I feel him take my right n****e into his mouth. He sucks and tugs on me. I gasp feeling a little surprised. Passion flows like energy between us.
My hands are in his hair as he nibbles all over me. Showing my body pleasure. I feel his ache pressing in his jeans along my leg. He rubs along my leg as he kisses my flesh. He is undoing my pants next.
Off comes my underwear. I am exposed before him. I feel his eyes drinking in every inch of me. He looks pleased at what he sees before him. He comes back up.
I help him take off his pants. Then he helps me get his underwear off of him. My hands are on his chest. Firm bare chest. Then my hands graze over his shoulders and down his back. He kisses me. Our lips mesh into one another. Hunger flames there.
My toes curl as our legs intertwine together. I feel his manhood rub brushing along my entrance. Wanting access inside of me.
I lead my hand down capturing his manhood in the palm of my hand. I was more than ready. He was more than ready. I stroke him easing the ache in him. He grunts with a soft surprise from his lips I could feel from his lips in between kisses.
I help lead him into me. He groans softly as he slides further down into me not needing any of my help now. He rocks grinding inside of me. I feel wetness pool onto his mushroom tip head.
I gasp as I grasp at his broad backside with my hands clinging to Cam. My hands go to his soft curly hair as he rocks my body right. He hits my g-spot as he slams into me.
He felt so damn fine. We fit so perfectly for each other. Our bodies just connected. Our souls were one. He was mine. I was his. I was all his. He kisses my neck. My hands enjoy his soft hair. I sigh with contentment as he slams into my body.
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He looks me in the eyes as he rocks into me. "I love you baby, never forget that. No matter what happens to us, or how long I am here, I love you. I will always love you. No matter how near or far I am. My love belongs to you baby" he vows to me in the most serious tone. He kisses me capturing my lips with his.
"Cam?" I mutter softly. "Cam you are not going anywhere" I say to him.
"No matter. Promise me you will not forget what I said right here, right now" he begs me.
"Promise!!" he begs me.
"I promise Cam. I promise" I say to him.
"I love you with my whole heart. I was made to love you Jayla. I was made for you, for your heart. For that soul. I know why I am here. To love you" he is promising me as he looks me right in the eyes as we make love. I smile up at him.
"Cameron!" I whisper out his name feeling so much love for him I could not speak it.
He kisses me. He knew. He knew how I felt. I was so head over heels in love. He was right. He was meant for me. And I was meant for him.
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