Chapter TwoJeff and I alternated weekends with Jeremiah. One weekend while Jeremiah was at Jeff’s, I decided to drink for the first time in a year. After a few shots of Bicardi that I found in the fridge, I took several selfies and posted them on all the social media apps I could think of. Then I got a great idea. Every time I saw Ethan, he seemed to avoid me, even when I went out of my way to say hi. I’d had his phone number for a while for business reasons, but had never used it. Now I texted him to ask what he was doing and waited breathlessly, but he never responded. It was time to go old school. I would write him a letter and finally find out his feelings for me once and for all. It didn’t take me long to get the words on paper, taking a couple more shots of rum for luck. Now I just

