A Home We Built

Chapter Twelve — William Something That Felt Like Home

I had never shared my bed with anyone.

Not really.

Women had been in my life, of course.

There had been relationships that lasted a few weeks. Some that lasted a few months. There had been women I had slept with, women I had taken to expensive restaurants, women I had met in hotels, at my penthouse, or in one of my other apartments.

But never here.

Never in my home.

Never in my bed.

My bedroom had always been mine.

Private.

Untouched.

A place where nobody stayed long enough to leave an impression.

And now there was a man sleeping peacefully on the other side of my bed.

Owen.

My husband.

I had been awake since before dawn.

I should have been annoyed.

I should have hated the fact that someone had entered my personal space.

But strangely…

I didn’t.

I was lying on my side, staring at him.

He was sleeping so peacefully.

His face looked completely different when he slept.

I had seen him crying.

I had seen him terrified.

I had seen him exhausted.

I had seen him standing outside an operating room, looking like his entire world was about to collapse.

But I had never really looked at him like this.

His features were soft.

Almost delicate.

There was something beautiful about his face that I hadn’t noticed before.

I frowned slightly.

I had never been attracted to men.

Not once.

So why was I noticing these things?

I looked away.

He’s your husband.

That was all.

That was the explanation.

Nothing more.

Owen shifted slightly in his sleep.

I looked back at him.

He remained completely peaceful.

He had stayed on the far edge of the mattress the entire night, as if afraid to cross some invisible boundary.

I almost smiled.

He was probably terrified of invading my space.

Ironically, I wasn’t bothered.

Maybe because this was my first time sharing it too.

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Morning came quietly.

I closed my eyes when I heard him move.

I didn’t know why I pretended to be asleep.

Perhaps I didn’t want him to know I had been watching him.

Owen sat up.

The mattress shifted.

He stayed there for a few seconds before getting out of bed.

His footsteps disappeared into the bathroom.

Then I heard the door close.

I opened my eyes.

The room suddenly felt empty.

I stared at the space where he’d been sleeping.

How can someone look that peaceful?

It was strange.

I had seen his pain.

I knew what he carried.

Yet when he slept, none of it showed.

He looked like someone who had finally found somewhere safe enough to rest.

I showered and dressed for work.

When I walked downstairs, I stopped again.

Breakfast.

Owen was already in the kitchen.

Theo was sitting at the table.

There was food on the counter.

Juice.

Coffee.

Eggs.

Everything looked…

Normal.

Family-like.

It was a word I had never associated with my home.

Until now.

“Good morning,” Owen said.

“Good morning.”

Theo looked up.

“Good morning, Mr. William.”

“Good morning, Theo.”

I walked toward the table.

“How are you feeling?”

“I’m fine.”

“How was your night?”

“Good.”

I nodded.

“Good.”

Owen placed a plate in front of me.

“Breakfast.”

I looked at it.

Then at him.

“Thank you.”

I sat.

And I ate.

I didn’t rush.

I didn’t just drink coffee and leave.

I actually ate.

And I enjoyed it.

That was becoming a problem.

I was starting to look forward to food made in my own kitchen.

When I finished, I looked at Owen.

“Can I have your phone number?”

He blinked.

“My number?”

“Yes.”

“Okay.”

He gave it to me.

I saved it.

Owen.

I stared at the name for a second before locking my phone.

I had wanted to call him yesterday from the office.

I hadn’t been able to.

I didn’t have his number.

That wouldn’t happen again.

I didn’t know why I needed it.

I simply knew I did.

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When I was ready to leave, Owen walked me to the door.

That surprised me.

Nobody had ever done that.

Nobody waited at the door for me.

Nobody cared whether I was leaving.

I didn’t say anything.

I just stood there.

Then Owen handed me a bag.

“This is your lunch.”

I looked down.

“My lunch?”

“Yes.”

“You prepared this?”

He nodded.

“I thought you might forget to eat.”

I stared at him.

Nobody had ever said that to me.

Not because I couldn’t afford food.

Because nobody cared enough to notice whether I ate.

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

I took the bag.

Then I left.

As I sat in the car, I looked at it again.

I didn’t understand why something so small felt so significant.

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Work was chaos.

Meetings.

Contracts.

Phone calls.

Reports.

Numbers.

Decisions.

People needing answers.

By two in the afternoon, I hadn’t eaten anything.

Then I remembered the bag.

I opened it.

Inside were sandwiches.

Fresh fruit.

Juice.

Water.

Simple things.

Nothing extravagant.

Nothing expensive.

I picked up one of the sandwiches.

I took a bite.

And stopped.

It tasted…

Different.

I couldn’t explain it.

I had eaten food prepared by chefs whose names appeared in magazines.

I had eaten at restaurants where a single meal cost more than some people made in months.

Yet this sandwich tasted different.

It tasted like someone had made it because they wanted me to eat.

Not because they were paid to.

Not because it was their job.

Because they cared.

I took another bite.

Then another.

And before I realized it, I had finished the entire sandwich.

I stared at the empty wrapper.

What was happening to me?

I picked up my phone.

I opened the contact I had saved that morning.

Owen.

I typed.

Thank you for lunch.

His response came a few minutes later.

You’re welcome.

I smiled without realizing it.

Then I typed again.

How is your day going?

Fine.

I hesitated.

How is Theo?

His answer came almost immediately.

He’s doing well. He took his medication and he’s resting.

I nodded.

Good.

I was about to put the phone down when another message appeared.

When are you coming home?

I stared at it.

I read it twice.

Then a third time.

When are you coming home?

Nobody had ever asked me that.

Not once.

I could disappear for an entire night and nobody would question me.

I could come home at one in the morning.

Eight in the morning.

Three in the afternoon.

It didn’t matter.

My house was always empty.

No one waited.

No one cared.

Now someone was asking when I would return.

I typed slowly.

I have some late meetings, but I’ll probably be home a little after seven.

His reply came quickly.

Oh, okay. Have a good day at work.

I stared at those words for a long time.

Have a good day at work.

Such a simple sentence.

Yet it settled somewhere deep inside me.

Someone was waiting for me.

Someone wanted to know when I would be home.

Someone had packed my lunch.

Someone had cooked my breakfast.

Someone had walked me to the door.

Someone was turning my house into something I had never allowed it to become.

A home.

I leaned back in my chair.

I didn’t know what this feeling was.

I didn’t know whether I liked it.

Actually…

That was a lie.

I liked it.

I liked knowing that when I finished work, someone would be there.

I liked knowing that if I stayed too late, someone might wonder where I was.

I liked knowing that there would be lights on when I walked through the door.

For years, I had convinced myself that needing nobody was strength.

Now I was beginning to wonder if perhaps I had misunderstood strength entirely.

Maybe strength wasn’t always about standing alone.

Maybe sometimes it was allowing someone to stand beside you.

I looked at the time.

2:17 p.m.

Seven suddenly felt very far away.

And for the first time in years…

I wanted the workday to end.

I wanted to go home.