Rose
It has been a week since he left and ever since that, I was left with an unsure feeling—somehow confused and stressed but it's not severe. I won't stop thinking about Elia and even if I try, he will always be in my mind or his images will continue to haunt me.
Ever since he left, I've never heard about Elis or Elliot. It's like they all disappeared; which confuses me even more. As for Luciano and Marc, they've been taking care of me. We are building up our friendship and we're slowly getting comfortable with each other even though they were far from what I expected.
Why?
That's the only question I have in my mind. Every single day. I want to know why. Why can't we just be together? He's risking everything while I don't want him to risk anything; but he's right, we can't always ru
