Fiona I opened my mouth to say a word but the heaviness in my heart wouldn't let me speak. I lost my speech amidst sobs. "Fiona, don't be hard on yourself. I've told you often that you must not get it right the first tine but you can retrace your steps and get it right", Lyanna said. Her words made me nod. She was right. That was exactly why I needed her at this time. She knew the right things to say at the right time. Lyanna was like a mother I never had. I was so close to her that I was never with my biological mother. Our bond was so strong. I could tell her anything without being judged. All she always does was correct me and not scold me like my mother. I was certain that the first reaction my mother would give when she sets her eyes on me will be to scold or

