All I have thought about since last night was that kiss with Connor. Never before in my life have I experienced a kiss that explosive. If the situation and tining had been even slightly different, I am not sure that I would have ever stopped kissing him.
As I am getting ready for work, I go over the reasons why I can’t kiss Connor like that again.
I couldn’t allow myself to destroy this living arrangement by getting emotionally or sexually involved. Though the emotionally involved ship has already sailed, I am unsure that I can call it back now. Everything I have learned about Connor so far has me aching to learn more. I have been school-girl crushing on him since I first met him, and with everything he does for me, that school girl crush begins to turn into something more profound.
