TOXIC FROM THE START

CHAPTER ONE: BEFORE IT HAD A NAME

Rosé Pov

At 29 years, I’m still a virgin. I have never been touched by any man. Even Brody, my boyfriend of nine years, hasn’t seen my panties yet. Regardless, I get to see him naked every time, but the thought of his c**k inside of me sounded so unreal.

I had always admired him. He is so hot and sexy, but each time we are together, I always crave the soothing touch of another

The touch of the girl with a blurred face.

It’s unclear who she is and why she has such a familiar scent that has stalked me for fifteen (15) years.

I tell myself I haven't grown any attachment towards her. That I DON’T LOVE HER!

I REALLY DON’T!

I don’t do emotions either, it’s pathetic. Feelings are absurd, it’s an inconvenience. It’s a method designed to trick people who lack discipline and self-control, people who require constant reassurance just to function.

I tell myself that I’m only looking out for her. I want to protect her from the people who get close to her. She seems fragile, so I’m solely keeping a close eye on her.

It’s not jealousy disguised as concern. Neither is it a love letter, that doesn’t have the word love in it. It’s a pure and genuine concern.”

That is what I had always thought. I figured I had perfectly convinced myself until, an excuse to reference back to each time I yielded to her touch.

She came searching for me again this morning. I knew she was going to come, so I went there waiting for her to arrive.

Her fragrance always gives her presence away. She smells like a mix of VANILLA AND DESTRUCTION. A familiar scent that I can’t seem to remember.

I glanced at her from across the desk, hiding her angelic face behind that blur. With her eyes locked into mine, she slowly walked up to me.

- Teerak... she called me as she carried me onto the library desk. It’s always at this library. For some reason, the most dangerous space is always the safest for us.

As

I stared at her with an invitation that screamed. “Please, slut me out." Her hands slid across my thighs with zero pressure, like she already knew what I was pleading for.

This should be hurting my ego. She appears very young, masculine, and so strong that she could easily toss me around the place.

She pulled my face closer to hers as she placed my lips into hers and began to kiss me slowly and softly,

I began to moan out loud as her pace increased. She was pounding me with kisses.. Harder, with more hunger,

Her breath steadily attacked mine. Her hands moved up my short gown, aiming for my breast. It was easy for her to find. She undid my bra, exposing both my busty boobs underneath my gown, and squeezing them with so much care.

As she rubbed the tip of my n****e, she breathed over my ear. “Did you miss this? Because I did.”

My n*****s hardened at the sound of her voice. She speaks so softly, yet so audacious.

My breath hitched. “Yes.. Yes I did, I miss your touch so bad.”

She slapped my ass so hard like I said something wrong, or maybe something so right,

Pulling me into her just enough for her to see my eyes.

She smirked at me. “Your body, THIS p***y, can only be touched by me.”

-I nodded softly in agreement.

She smirked... again, but this time it was more dangerous. She pulled my gown up and onto the floor aggressively.

My pink hard n****e pointed directly to her mouth, waiting for her to dive in and savor them, but she hesitated. I couldn’t wait anymore, so I pushed them into her mouth forcefully, burying her whole face in them, while begging her to slut me out already.

“Did I say you could do that?” She voiced out, with a more serious tone after pushing me an inch away from her. She looked directly into my soul and said, “You deserve to be punished.”

She dipped her hand in her pocket and brought out cuffs, my eyes widening as she put them on me, cuffing both my hands and my legs to the four edges of the desk. I fit into it so perfectly.

With my whole body fully exposed and laying helplessly at her mercy. She glided her hands from my legs slowly and steadily up to my thighs, and stopped while locking eyes with me. “You are shaking so soon.”

I spread those legs even wider for her as she leaned down and kissed my wetness, making sure her mouth touched my c**t.

-Fuck.. My body took a screenshot.

She is teasing me. I’m already shaking, my legs shivering from her cold tongue. Sliding up, down my p***y.

- MMmhh.. I moaned with so much pleasure.

She is taking her time to enjoy the taste of my p***y, she then took her tongue even deeper inside of me, thrusting me up like a slut that I am.

My hands are chained to this desk. It was impossible to run my hands across her hair. I was going insane.

-Yes, yes, baby. I was crying out.

Happy tears pouring down from both my eyes and my p***y. She buried her whole face in the center of my desire, her tongue circling and sucking with a pace that left my eyes rolled up. And as i danced my hip against her face,

She stopped and pulled back. I couldn’t see the expression on her face, but she made sure I heard the sound of her voice: “You are not in control.”

She took her time before sliding up her right hand over my neck and pinning me even harder onto the desk while her left hand rested on my left n****e, with them hard

I bit my lips, trying not to make a sound. Her grin widened as she pulled her mouth back into my p***y, her tongue stroking me, deep and faster.

My entire walls trembled as waves of pleasure hit me relentlessly.

Her moves drove me wild, she’s licking and sucking on my p***y juice like I owed it to her.

In the absence of nothing to hold on to, my body jerks with every stroke.

She didn’t leave my n****e, she kept pinching and cupping up my boobs, squeezing them roughly.

Ouhh... I gasped, as my back arched

It felt like my memories were wiped out as I released my mouth and moaned out loudly and shamelessly, not caring if anyone could hear.

Those screams made her stay consistent with her pacing.

She knows what my body needs, and she also knows just how to feed its desires.

-Urgh... I'm being consumed

Her tongue is doing an excellent job and I can't even pretend

-Ahhh.... I.. I'm gonna c*m

I grunt out,

Grinding her my desire into her face reverently

-Just like that... Just like that, please

-Ahhh.. I screamed out as I cummed right into her mouth.

I looked down at her and there she was licking and swallowing all my p***y juice

She looked up at me with her hot gaze.

Gliding across my body unto my lips so I can taste my sweetness

-Daddy... I mustered out

She paused..." What did you just call me?

-Daddy... I repeated

She smiled at me

Now, I’m tempted to f**k you”... She said as she got me off the cuffs.

My knees dropped to the floor.

Yes please, f**k me please....

I belong to you....

I like the way you touch me....

You f**k me right....

I want you...

I’m down bad for you....

I’m all yours... I’m staring deep into her eyes with tears rolling down my cheek as I beg for more of her.

She smirked at me while pulling me up and my back against the wall.

A smile escaped her lips, her eyes still locked into mine.

- When you beg like that, who would ever say no to such a pretty face.. You are naughty but obedient, and for that I will give you a reward.

My p***y clenched at the sound of her voice.

A burning sensation crushing down my body

She widens my legs and leans in for a kiss but inserts her two middle fingers into my juicy p***y instead.

The feel of it turned my knees numb.

Her eyes still pieced into mine.

She kept thrusting in and out gently and consistently like she didn’t want to break me or something.

Her thumb softly rubs on my c**t

At this point, I was already going crazy in my head.. My eyes rolled up.. I could c*m on her fingers now.

She moves her left hand up to my neck, pinning me badly to this wall and down to my left n****e she looks at me as she squeezes

-“Do you like that?"

I guess it was a rhetorical question.

Since she shut me up with kisses and I swallowed my answers, accepting her tongue as she pushed them into my mouth.

My hands attacked her back.

Leaving claw marks on them, she can’t blame me for this.

She’s giving more than I asked for, and I’m here for all of it.

It’s thrilling...

She kept thrusting my p***y and devouring every bit of my lips like an imprisoned vampire.

Her fingers were doing a great job... This whole building could come down at this point and I wouldn’t give a fuck.... Because I’m receiving it

I just nodded eagerly to her question. I still needed to let her know just how good she felt.

Our clothes left a mess on the floor and our bodies intertwined against each other, closer than we should.

He

r fingers, still making me nuts

A loud knock landed on the door.

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!

-Rosé

KNOCK! KNOCK!

-Are you there???

-Rosé