New Life

Chapter 7

Paul pov

My knees are cut. Olivia looks at me and doesn't speak. I didn't have to say anything yet. Damn it, I f****d up.

"Paul" here it goes. I scared her. She will want her to leave

"I think it's time for me to be a little selfish too. Look for me for a while and not let others influence me" I frown

“I love you, I want to tell you, I love you! Because you are my other half. You are the man of my life, the beautiful side of my life, full of smiles. I love you and when you say you love me I felt so lucky. I love YOU. You are the one! You, my love! I love you and this love started like this, unexpectedly, like all beautiful things.” I smile and I cup her face.

"I'm tired of thinking about what the others will do. I asked my grandmother once when I was little how I would know who to marry and she told me what she found in my grandfather and they were happy for years" she puts her hands around my neck and she looks me in the eyes

"Find a person who loves you the way you want to be loved.

A man who will be there by choice and not by necessity.

Someone who will find out what you want and who will read your wishes.

Find that person who when he looks at you, will smile unconsciously and you will have no reason to take your eyes off his eyes. Find a person who will caress you and you will never have to beg for it.

Find the one who with your eyes will have said so much that words will not be needed.

Find the person for whom you want to become a better person.

The one you will know will understand you even from your inconsistencies.

The one who will make you feel so safe

The one you will never feel uncomfortable around. If you find this man, do not let him go, it is a blessing. " her lips softly touch mine,

"And I will follow her advice. I am not going to leave you. I will stay as long as you want me"

“Sounds like a smart woman"

"She was. And my grandfather. They have been together for fifty years and have been in love until the last moment. "

I kiss her tenderly. While we were kissing I hugged her and we went to the couch. I don't know how long we kissed but it was magical.

"Paul, I'm ready," Olivia says to me and looks at me breathless from our kisses, and her lips are swollen. I'm a little proud of that.

"Olivia, my love"

"How did you call me?" I smile at her

"My love" she kisses me harder.

"I want you, Paul. I havent felt like this before" f**k, how much I waited for it.

"Let me take care of you little one. Let's go eat and take a walk and then you are all mine" I tell her and she looks at me with a smile. She hugs me, I love the smell of Olivia. We went to the bedroom for a shower and changed. Olivia wore a Royal Blue Lace-Up Midi Dress with flat sandals in the same color. f**k she is so sexy. I wore dark jeans with a light blue shirt and a beige jacket. It's nice to dress more simply, for a change. We're going for a casual dinner, I like that with Olivia I don't have to be the vice president all the time.

"You look handsome. You are sexy with the suit but with this outfit you are ...." she sighs. I laugh and kiss her.

"You are stunning. I want to take care of you tonight, otherwise, I would take off your dress right now and have my way with you." I whisper in her ear and she squeezes me on her. I hold her hand and we leave the house for the car. We went to a new restaurant with nice food. And Olivia seemed to like the food, we had dessert and left. We took a walk on the beach and chatted about ourselves. We returned home, I hope it will be our home soon.

"Do you want some wine?"

"Yes, please" she replies, she seems anxious.

We sit next to each other and I put wine in the glasses.

"Are you ok?" she looks at me with a smile

"Yes just fine." I give her her glass and we clink.

"Nice wine," she tells me.

"My friend fixes it"

"Wow, it has very nice varieties. I didn't know he was your friend"

"Yes, best friend since elementary school" I sigh

"Look, Olivia if you think it's early we can just go to bed, I don't want ..."

"No, it is not that I don't want. And I don't think it is too early from the moment we talk about our feelings. It's just the first time that... I don't have .... " she sighs. She wants to say that I'm her first. I cup her face and kiss her on the forehead.

"Love, am I your first?" she nods. I am indeed the luckiest in the world. I am her first and I will be her last.

"Sorry, I thought you understood. I told you I was never time to date"

"Don't apologize. I realized that you didn't have the experience with several partners. You are twenty-four years old most girls ..."

"You have a problem?”

"Problem? Of course not my love. I'm glad you want me to be your first. And tell you something? I'll be the only one. Do you like that?" she nods

"Yes, I was waiting for the perfect one and you came," she says and kisses me.

"Any time you feel uncomfortable I want you to tell me, we will go slow"

"Ok" she drinks the rest of the wine

"Let's go," she says, she catches me from the hand and takes me to the room. I stop her, pick her up in bridal style and take her to the room. This night will be unforgettable.