We cuddled all day; we didn’t stay apart for long, we just wanted to hold each other as much as possible…it was like a goodbye. We were both aware that moving in with Terry implied something more than just living with her, it implied that I accepted to have a different kind of relationship with her…. Don’t get me wrong…I liked Terry, and I didn’t consider it like selling myself out at all…as it may have seemed. I liked the idea of being in a relationship with Terry, I knew it would be something good for me, and I knew I liked Terry almost as much as she liked me. We would be great together…But... she wasn’t Greer…. I had to be honest with myself, I loved Greer…more than I loved anyone else…ever. Greer was the one person, real or not, that I wanted to be by my side forever, and never get

