learning to live again

learning to live again

I never thought in a million years I would be a single mom at 23 Brian was an amazing man wonderful

father and the great husband. Unfortunately the night is September 8th 2018 he was started to a three

alarm fire.. sing the fire teeth red car pull up and him get out and walked towards our front door I knew

my heart and soul was gone my life wouldn’t be the same.

Now here we are two years later me and our girls 24 year olds Madison and Megan are driving from our

home in Athens GA and driving all the way to olean New York to be closer to my mother and brother. we

are going to be taking over my grandmother's old house and my mother is still thankfully a 30 minute

drive don’t get me wrong I love my mom but sometimes she can be a bit much

I managed to land a job at brooks and Owens publishing company as a junior editor.

It will be nice my older brother Ethan works there as well So it will be nice to have someone to know

the first day still questionable if I will actually let people know we are related I still remember him

unleashing a giant gerbil in my room in the middle of the night and waking to something crawling all

over me it wasn’t a pretty sight. he is he is known for his practical jokes.

It’s our first day and I dropped the girls off at daycare which I hated their little cries it’s going to be a

long day I’m gonna need coffee yes lots of coffee . as I am trying to leave Starbucks some ****** *** on

his phone runs right into me spelling my nice cup of wake me up all down my white dress shirt **** Oh

my God he starts yelling at me whoaaa there Mr beefcakes sorry you couldn't see me and practically run

me over but it's all over me not you no reason to yell at me.

you should have been more careful yelled mr beefcake

me may be more careful I am the one covered in coffee. maybe if you had paid more attention to where

you were going you would have noticed me.

Look lady I don’t know how the time to deal with this just move out of my way.

I am not sure what came over me at that moment but I grabbed Mr beefcake’s phone and accidentally

dropped it in what was left of my sweet mocha goodness and handed him my cup of coffee. I started to

walk off and he grabs my arm don’t you know who I am you realize what you just did

Yeah you’re the jerk and I just shared my mocha latte with you have a good day Sir next time coffee is

on you.. I snatched my arm back and went and got back in my car luckily my gym bag is in the trunk and I

can change my shirt.

Being a mom means I am used to multitasking which also means I am trying to baby wipe my sticky

***** and change my shirt at the stoplight.

Oh come on we all have been there of course as I’m gracefully trying to pull my shirt over my head and

get stuck on my earrings and of course the light turns green.. please let me make it to the next flight

before anyone notices my breasts hanging out and on display of course not because that's not how my

luck is going to go today as I look over while finishing pulling my shirt down is Mr wonderful Mr beefcake

looking at me? Like I just killed his cat so I rolled down the window and I yelled enjoying the view?

. take a picture it will last longer he growls as he drives off well OK then that might have been a turn on

if he wasn't such a jerk oh God please let my day get better than this.