I sat down in my cell, muttering words to myself. A lot of emotions welled up within me. I didn’t know what to feel at the moment. My eyes were a bit red from crying. I also had a split headache from crying too. In fact, at that moment, I honestly didn’t know how to feel. I guess I was angry, annoyed, pissed, embarrassed, bitter and pained. Most of all, I felt betrayed. I started sobbing again, remembering all what had occurred during the Mating ceremony. I cried my eyes out; it felt like my eyes would fall off at anytime. I didn’t want to remember anything pertaining to what happened during the Mating Ceremony. I was tired of crying, anyway. I was just making some crying sounds, but no tears were coming out anymore. All I could feel was pain. I also just wanted to be out of the Sacred Mo

